^jae^

2005-04-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

Whahaha........sorry to all who visited this site faithfully.Think i disappointed you all.Haha.Sorry sorry.Hehe.Cuz i starting to get lazy liao.And nothing much to write also.Hehe.I am having my exam tml afternoon at 2pm.Any faithful reader can pray for me and msg me good luck when u happen to read this blog on time.Hehe.Hope can do well for this paper.Then will give me the motivation to strive for my minor in business.All the way!Whahaha.
Juz now was watching the NKF show."Live on" translate to chinese please.Duno the english name.Whahaha.The Liang yi so ke lian.Ah beng mah....no choice.Who would like ah beng rite.No future.Ppl graduate k.Luckily i studied and perservere until now.If not i like him i also duno how sia.
Wha can imagine how painful it muz haf been for him.Someone he likes actually used him.Not only used him but used his feelings for her.Mann~ cannot take it.He ah beng but also got feeling one mah.Graduate big meh~ Also need to eat, sleep fart and shit....whahahaa.
I have been watching one anime "Full metal alchemist".Laugh all you wan."So old still watch cartoon".I dun care.I like to watch cartoon.Anyway this anime intro to me by a fren one loh.Laugh at him too.Whahha.Its quite a nice cartoon.And i like their theory."A person cannot gain something without losing something....to gain something, you need something of equal value...this is the law of conservation."I think that its so true! Everything in this world revolve around this law.You wanna get good results, you got to put in equal effort.You wanna get, you muz first give.Its so true!Hehe..so remember this whenever you wan something k?
But....whahaha God is so amazing and creative.Only God's law is always true.Law of conservation got a big flaw....it doesnt apply to LOVE.Haha.Amazing rite?Love does not working according to law of conservation.You put in all the effort and love, but it does not necessarily reciprocate.How much you love a person, does not cause the person to love you.God love all of us, but how many ppl in the world love Him like He loves us?
Haha think i wrote too much le.Got to go watch anime le."Shaman King"Whahaha...Once again proven that i like cartoon.Cya!

2005-03-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

Today's my birthday!!!!Errmm........actually its over le.Hehe.For those who wished me Happy birthday, thank you so much! This year really got so many ppl message to wish me Happy birthday.So touched and happy.Although i din really celebrate, but i am quite happy today.Actually dun intend to let anyone know.Juz wanna let it pass by secretly.But u ppl are too good already.All started messaging me since yesterday nite.Thanks.And for those who din know, its ok.So many frens, how to remember everyone's birthday rite?I also din remember all my frens birthday.And i purposely hide it from ppl one ma.Hehe.
Juz now someone ask me, "you spend your birthday like that, you not sad meh?" Ermmm.....to me i dun feel sad leh.Its juz another day loh.Why make yourself suffer by purposely trying so hard to make sure that it is well spent.Last time always want to make it a very special day.In the end always end up in disappointment.Now try to hide it but received blessings from so many ppl.Felt so blessed.The only thing i feel abit sad is that i din receive someone's message.Ermm....really so busy until dun even haf time for a little message ah?Its ok, as i said, its juz another day.Hey but the most creative award today goes to......annie.Whahaha.I dun normally say name in my blog but i shall declare hers here.Haha.She mms me a pink bear.But quite funnily she din say anything and expect me to guess what she meant.Whahaa.Then i reject it.And she mms with a bear and the words HAPPY BIRTHDAY on a piece of paper.Haha.So nice.Thanks annie.
Someone also ask me what birthday wish i have.Actually i din really think about it leh.I think the most wonderful birthday wish is to hear God telling me "Happy Birthday".
Hehe.Think i really started to become a very normal person le.I dun really ask much now.All i want is to spend a peaceful life.
I very long din blog already sia.Today muz blog cuz its my birthday mah.Hehe.Cya!

2005-02-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

Back from work! Yeah! Finished my lab report finally. Tml i be back to sch again.Ppl taking 'O' s will be getting back their results tml too. Erm......cuz i not good with my words, i will not be calling anyone to ask results. So i got to make myself clear here.Hehe.Its not i dun care about you all k.But i scared i say anthing wrong.Quite sensitive one mah at that period of time.I been there.Hehe.So i wun ask until you all tell me about it k.If you din read my blog then never mind loh.I be a heartless guy then.Through so many things, i learnt to take things easy.People can say what they want.As long as i can answer to my beloved papa can already.Of cuz not too much k!I can be angry too.
I think i have reached the very end of myself already.I decided to be dead and let Him take over.Its so boring, tiring and saddening when i am in control.I am a dead corpse now.No feeling.No emotion.Would i be happier this way? Lets wait and see.......

2005-02-26T01:52:00.000+08:00

Hey i am back here once again!Hehe.Have been attending conference until quite late this few days so din really blog.Havent even touch my report that is due on monday yet.Think it all be fine.I juz need to do my best.
I have been thinking what i wrote in my last entry regarding age gap.Think i better over rule it.Haiz~ I have been asking lots of ppl and all of them tell me that its ok.How? Am i juz being a hypocrite?Like means like lah.If 2 ppl like each other and everything is so nice, y muz find such age gap thingy to destroy their own happiness?People or i would say i am always like that.Always like to find trouble when trouble dun look for me.Its so common to see couples of age gap 5 to 6 loh.As hong said his sis and bro-in-law has an age gap of 6 yrs loh.When i said things like supporting me in sch or work or whatever, i feel that i was wrong le.I am so selfish.Love is about giving.Only lust talks about getting.Why do i have to say supporting me and me and me.Why cant it be her and her and her?If there is love, i dun mind if she cant help me.Its enough to juz be able to help her.In fact, juz being there for me would be a very great help to me emotionally already.Haiz as i said i like to find trouble.Haha.Age gap is juz an excuse for hypocrites who likes someone but afraid of rejection.At least this is how i feel.Of cuz the age gap is not as big as 10 to 30 yrs lah.Then say i agree with you.Pls dun k.And what i wrote is juz my thoughts.As i said so many times and i say it again.Its not for anyone to read.Hehe.Read at your own risk.I shall bear no resposibility.Hehe.
Whao what a long entry i wrote.Hehe.Alright i shall go slp le.Nitez~

2005-02-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hi all! I am back to blogging again! Changed my ear ring today.Thank God the hole is not crooked like my past 2 holes.Yeah! Bought new shirt and pants and shoes.Hehe.Now left necklace and a chain and everything will be perfect.Hehe.
Today went back school for liondance.Erm...........in case you all duno, i am from liondance and am an alumni.Hehe.We are not good at it lah, but still can at least do those superficial things.I duno if you get what i mean, cuz i lost my command of english.Nvm if you dun understand, cuz its not really for anyone to understand anyway.
Ya, and in school, my friend and i happen to talk about relationship and age gap.He feels that 5 years difference would still be ok.Izzit really ok?I think its quite hard for me to accept leh.It would of cuz be fun and exciting and loving.Enjoying each others company would be great.But come to think of it, with the age gap, would she be able to support me when i encounter any problems in work, in school or in life?Would she be able to help me with any decisions that i need to make?Would our level of thinking be different?Kind of hard i suppose.Haha so you all found another criteria in this entry.Haha.I so fussy, how to find a partner.Haiz....i also duno.Scared already.Not until i met a really suitable one, i would never wanna get into a relationship.Scary~ Actually i agreed with what hong said.Got avoided by someone you got a crush on is very sad one.I am also a coward like hong.So stay as friend is still better.So hong if you read this entry, noe that you are not the only one k.Hehe.Wha faint lah....scared to get into relationship, scared to act, then how?No choice loh...leave it to my Heavenly Father ba.He would send me someone whom He created just for me, who is compatible with me and after His own heart.Whao......wouldn't that be wonderful.B.....e.....a......utiful.
Wha think i talk to much le lah.You all muz be bored reading this.Errmmm........but you all can choose not to read......as i said its not for you anyway.Dun find me rude k.....but i am really not writing this for ppl to read.Hehe.I am someone who is very emtional and dependent.I need to say everything out in order to feel comfortable.I will go crazy if i hide everything to myself one.But i dun wish bored anyone with my naggy thoughts, so i write inside here loh.And some things i cannot tell anyone, i also write it here.Oops.......hehe, so after explaining, i repeat again that its not for anyone to read.hey so why are you still reading?Whahaha.I cant stop you from reading one lah, cuz its public one mah.
Ok i got to go slp le.Think this is quite a long blog.Holiday already mah.Got abit more time to blog le.Shall be back again.Nitez~

2005-02-19T12:00:00.000+08:00

Phew~ finally this week is over.Such a busy.Tons of work to be handed up.But its all over.Hehe.I am now having my one week break.Yeah.
Yesterda i went shopping alone!Whahaa.Finally got the courage to do it.Actually is not willingly one also.I got forced to.My lesson end at 4.30pm yesterday.And i got to attend service and be in churc by 7.30pm.So in between got nothing to do.So decided to go jurong point to shop.Hehe.Went there walk around.Then went into one shop see the clothes quite nice.Then i try around 3 shirts sia.Hehe.And i bought on shirt.Quite nice.But cost me $49 loh.Quite ex leh.But aiya nothing special.I always got chopped one wat.I like can liao.Then i went to buy ear rings also.Hehe.Wanted to buy necklace, but din see any nice ones.After all the shoppin its only 6pm.Wha really got nothing to shop liao loh.So i went to Mc cafe to eat a cheese cake.Wha cheese cake is really to share one loh.I finished it all by myself.Nearly vomited mann~Then i walk around again.Saw peishan and stay with her for a while.And finally its time to go church.haha.
When i reach church with teng hong, i went to toilet to comb my hair.Dun think is cuz i heaow(ai mei) k.Cuz i whole day in sch.I also wear helmet, so my hair very messy making me look very sloppy.Then in the toilet i saw a guy rush in and change from his t-shirt to a long sleeve shirt.So i juz ask him if he wants my gel loh.Then teng hong laugh and laugh sia.Hao xin mei hao bao.Whahaha.
Ok ok i got to go.I am late.Whahaha.Be back!

2005-02-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hey i am back!!!Haha.ppl always tag my tagboard to suan me for not blogging one.Hehe.Here i am.Back in action.Hehe.Haiz...y cant i juz stay one more day in genting?Juz cant seem to be able to escape the fate of spending today alone.Noe what day is today?its VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!....all....by...myself...... hehe.Nvm.*bleah*
Yeah!Genting was fun~hehe.Went to play all the roller coaster.Was quite scared actually.Hehe.But no choice.Nothing much to do since i dun wanna gamble.Went shopping also.Muz be thinking why genting can shop rite?Hehe.Have....but the things are very expensive leh.Purposely out to chop tourist one loh.And as expected i got chopped.Whahaha.The weather there was nice but the bus ride was long.Haha.But i really love the trip.At least i dun nid to go face my relatives who gather to show who is more well of than who.And dun nid to sit there whole day and got bullied by all the children.
Today first day back in sch.Wha nearly fainted.My sch work now like snowball sia.But i shall not be intimidated.Hehe.Ok off to do my work le.Now is ard 8pm so still got time if anyone wanna date me. =p
Happy new year to all my frens!

2005-02-07T13:25:00.000+08:00

I am back to blogging again!Hehe.I am so sorry cuz i have been very busy with my sch work and stuff.My sch works are really killing me sia~ I try to blog whenever i can k.In case here grow cobweb and become haunted.Whahaha.Yeah going shopping later.Duno can buy anything anot.Hope can ah.Hehe.
I be going genting to spend my new year.So i be away during new year.Dun call me from tues to sun k.Dun miz me too much also.I will miz u all de.Pls dun ask gifts from me...whahaha.Pls lah genting where got things to buy.I also duno stay there so long for wat.Go with family mah.Maybe i bring some clouds back for u all loh.Hehe.
Ok i going out to shop now liao.I am late.Whahha.Be blogging again when i back k.Stay tuned.Luv ya!

2005-01-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

Whooo........juz came home from work.Today work was quite fun.Joking with them and stuff.And my boss treat me lots of food to eat.Weee..........hehe.
Ya everything was good until when i was on my way home.Wha super angry sia.I was driving home then in the middle of the expressway got one very irritating uncle.He drove his bike beside me and start to make noise with the bike to provoke me.Pls loh....how old already uncle.Wha i was like......wat are you trying to do?He was driving a RX-Z with a box behind loh.For those who duno wats a RX-Z, its a yamaha bike and not very nice but common bike.Normally uncle drive one.And mine is a sports bike honda sp for God sake.Then he drove in front of me.Ermm.......to be frank i was provoked loh.Then i chiong and left him far behind.....hope he can still see my back light.But after a while i began to recall my cell group leader's story abt her fren brother who got into an accident and died due to racing.Hehe...i scared liao...so slow down loh.Then he actually was still chasing me loh.Then he chase me back but this time i dun care him liao lah.
God provide me this bike as transport and not do this type of silly things sia.If anything happen how can i answer to those who care and love me.Aiyo sometimes its really a moment of folly and things happen.By tat time everything is already too late.Y doesnt ppl think about consequences before doing anything?Its not juz this.How about borrowing from loan shark?Gambling?Fighting?Are all these really needed?Cant ppl compare the benefits to their cost?If there is ever any benefits in them.
Hehe...suddenly got lots of things to write.Aiya cuz i am juz angry and sad.Especially gamblers.Why ppl wanna gamble i really dun understand.If ppl can really be rich by gambling then there wont be poor ppl le loh.Think i shant say anymore.Hehe.Anyway i juz dun like......eh no.........i hate gamblers.Hehe.Ok got to go study le.Tml got sch.Be back real soon~

2005-01-23T01:10:00.000+08:00

hey hey.....think i very long din blog le.My blog gonna be mouldy already.Hehe.Aiya i really very busy recently as i had said.Cannot find time to really blog loh.Got tons of work and books to read.Then wanted to go shopping but in the end always din make it.Duno when then can i go buy clothes and shoes.Think by the time i can make it i broke already.Actually i got nothing much to write now.No inspiration.
Aiya really stuck sia.Duno wat to write.Think write again on another day ba.Tml got work got to slp le.Nitez~

2005-01-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

Wha having a headache now sia.Trying to solve a java programming lab question.Think the teachers are crazy.1st lab where got so hard one.The program is so super long loh.Then got stuck, so decided to come and write a new entry.Hehe.Cuz very long din update le.
I have been so unluckily recently.Everytime i buy something i got cheated.So sick and tired of it.Went to highlight hair which i mentioned on the previous entry, i got cheated.Then i went to fix my bike and wanted to change my rear brake.Then the person tok and tok and i juz ok ok so in the end i changed my front brake also.Cost me quite a lot of cash sia.Then i went to buy my guitar strings also.Guess wat?I asked the person lots of time if the strings are all nylon.Then he say yes.But when i went home and wanted to change my strings, 3 of them are metal strings again.Got cheated time and again mann~ so sad.
Saw a pair of shoes which i like with hong.Going to buy it soon.Hehe.Dun think i am very rich k.Its cuz my shoes spoil le and that pair of shoes is very cheap.Think need to buy clothes also, but not much cash left liao.Haha.
Shall i go do my work?Nah~ tok a while longer.I am so drained up by my hectic timetable.Is this the way to use this word?Anyway, who cares.I don't study english anymore.I am almost packed from Mon to Sun.Cant really find time for myself.Think this semester is going to be like tat le.Juz got to bear with it.Havent really thought of what i wanted to achieve for myself this year.Think i got to be more serious and not so overly emotional already.But this is not confirm what i want yet.Wait till i really sit down and think about it first.
Was informed that this year is going to be a year of character molding.Wha i very very super scared leh.Cuz my character is like full of rubbish loh.Last year was wagged upside down liao....nearly fainted le.This year...oh no.Really very scared leh.Juz wait and see whats gonna happen loh.Come what may.........but be gentle k.I am fragile. =p

2005-01-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

Hello!Whahaha.New entry.=p Sorry for disappointing faithful reader like xin.Hehe.Cuz i have been really really really very busy with my school work.This week school work i think and i consider officially start le.Got lots of homework to do.Notes and books to read.I am really squashed by all these workload sia.But still, if anyone want to ask me go out play, it still can be planned.Hehe.Especially on monday.Hehe.I still havent go shop for clothes and stuff leh.Think my wardrobe is shouting at me for new clothes.Hehe.
Went to highlight my hair and felt that i got cheated.I wanted to highlight ash then that guy say my hair colour dun suit ash.Then he pick one colour for me.After dying, it cant really be seen.So sad sia.Only my behind part still can see abit, the rest all cannot see the difference leh.Wha heart pain ah.Nvm...i shall wait for my black hair to come out.Then i will go highlight white.I am sure this will turn out obvious.Whuahhahahaha.i be going genting during chinese new year.Maybe can go there dye.Hehe.Okok my books are calling for me le.I got to go.Anyway congrats xin! Now you are officially a professional coffee brewer.

2005-01-09T18:54:00.000+08:00

Bored~ I am stuck at home the whole day with nothing to do.Anyone wanna ask me go out?Tml is a short day for me also.Be home latest by 12pm loh.Tried to do my homework but duno what its talking about.Think i really need the textbook if not really cannot make it ah.
Oh you all must be thinking y i never go work today?Thats what i wanted to su ku here.I am yuan wang ah.....justice bao pls help me.1st i got to clarify that there is one boss and one big boss in my senario.And assume i duno their number.On thurs my big boss msg and ask me when can i work, sat or sun.Then i reply sun.Then she say sat can work from 3pm to closing?I blur then i say cant cuz got cell group.But actually dun haf.So she say she let me work next sun full day loh.So on fri when i realised dun haf cell group, i quickly msg my boss to ask if she still needs me on sat.Then my boss reply me on sat morning and said that my big boss is taking over the shedule le.So then i realised its not my boss who msg me on thurs but its my big boss.So out of a good intention and afraid that they are short handed, i msg my big boss to ask if she needs my help.Guess what reply i got?you didn't reply me when i called you a few times and you didn't respond to my sms...So you are not scheduled for this wk.Sorry.I was so sad to get this msg.And at the same time confused.We were exchanging messages wat?Y she say i din reply.And i checked my miss call and there was none.I am not such an irresponsible person.Wanted to explain also duno how sia.you ku nan yan.*sob*
I think what i said was abit complicating.But never mind.Its not for you all to read.Juz wanna complain only.No one listen so juz tok to computer loh.=p 我想哭但是哭不出来.........ok so thats all for my sad story.Time to feel sad for myself over liao.Hehe
Oh i watched meet the fockers le.Mann~ i tell you it was super funny!The guy father is so cute and funny loh.And he love his son so much.Everytime got to endure that girl father and grumble to himself.Then his wife will stop him and ask him to let go.Whahaha.So funny loh.Hope got more of this type of show to watch.Haha.Then got the thriller of a very funny show also.Forgot the title le.Coming soon.Hehe.Maybe can go watch.Ok i go have dinner le.bye~

2005-01-08T01:45:00.000+08:00

Thank God!God is a good God!My things all solved.I shall not go into details here.Anyway i told one person about this miraculous miracle liao.Hehe.To those who are like what i was used to be, come and get to know God.All the things that you need are in Him.Security, belonging, love, strength.All is free for you to take.Thanx for all the encouragements from my beloved friends.Love all of you!
I go slp liao.Keep my entry short today.Nitez~

2005-01-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

I intended to write this blog in chinese but i failed....its very slow and i cant find some of the hanyu pinying that i want.Nothing much happen today.Went school and came home.Sad~
Wha i very stress now sia..........i really very lost.Juz got an email and its asking me to pay my school fee for this semester.How am i going to get that money?I need a miracle......a real miraculous miracle.I really dun want to trouble you or use your money.You dun have that money..........and you be further in debt.Its all my fault and my muddleheadedness.How?How?How?I am really very lost.
I tried so hard to depend everything on myself and i always failed.I am such a burden.So old liao still cannot do anything.People at my age are already supporting a family and owning a car.What am i doing........still trying to get allowance?Trying to act cute all the time?Oh please.....wake up lah.I am not funny at all loh.Juz an irritating and burdensome guy!Still got 3 more years to go and come out dun even noe got job anot.Owe the bank money......owe sch money.Wha is this the life that is intended for me?In my entire 22 years of life, what have i done rite?
I read a blog about someone miting some so called irritating ah beng.Ya.......like me.Let me answer you all the questions you asked.Y i joined gangs....its because i can feel a sense of belonging and security and purpose.It used to be the only way i know how.What other purpose is there....until i met God.Y i smoked and drinked?Cuz i wanted to feel love.What would you say when you met someone who smoke?Don't smoke k?Its bad for your health.And of cuz trying to look good like those in gangster show.Y wanna go disturb girls?Cuz wanted to get a girlfriend.Thats the only way i could get love.Thats the only way i knew how.....until i know God's love.Y i spoke valugarities and always have a long face?I ask you y roses have torns?Its to keep others a distant from me.Soft on the inside needed a hard and sharp surface.
After i met God i really changed....but how much can i change?Y am i still like that?Is that all that i am able to achieve?I need more than that.I know i can achieve more and better than that!.....there must be more to this......who is to show.......*sob*

2005-01-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

I din go school today.Cuz its raining.Hey i not naughty k.I am a very good and hardworking student leh.Its juz that the rain this morning was super heavy loh.Then only got 2 lessons nia.So decided not to go.Hehe.But i went to buy raincoat today le.I not scared of rain anymore liao.Then when i buying the raincoat, i went to shop shop and see bike stuff.Haha.So excited.Wanted to buy a nice white helmet.Cost $55 sia.Nvm, going to buy soon.Hehe.Then wanted to custom make a sticker for my bike also.Really love my bike.Hehe.But really very dangerous loh.Always see got accident one.Scary~
Tml my lesson starts at 3.30pm.Yeah no nid to wake up early.But ends at 6.30pm sia.Aiyo.Nvm.....muz really try to get back to my studying mode le.Jia you! Qing(3) da(4) jia(1) wei(4) wo(3) da(3) qi(4) ba!I wanna get better grades this semester.
Oh ya i finally learnt how to make coffee leh!Whahaha....So funny.Really got no foam one loh.So hard to make the foam come out one.Then always got not enough foam to make the coffee.Next time blow inside the milk.*evil smile*Then my boss treat my eat wan ton.Then she tok to me.Whahaha....i put the whole big wan ton in my mouth loh.Then cannot tok.So funny~
Ok i going watch anime soon and slp le.Tml going to sch le.

2005-01-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

Oh i finally start sch liao.Its so tiring.Got to wake up so early these past few days.My cousin came singapore.Haha.Then yesterday went out to play with her.So fun~ Then she so cute loh.Whahaha.She malaysian mah, so she speak cantonese.She change my whole perception on cantonese sia.The language is so sweet and cute.The way she speak is so funny leh.Then took lots of pictures.But she went back le and i forgot to get her email address so i cant get back the photos anymore.Duno when can mit and play with her again.Think will be a few years later ba.Hehe.But was really having fun.Then we went out until very late loh.This morning i nearly cant wake up for school.So tired~
Still trying to adapt to school life again.Muz work really hard le.Got a feeling that this semester is really very hard and i took additional subject somemore.Whao~ pray for me k.Tml got to wake up early again.Got to go slp le.Nitez~

2005-01-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey happy new year everyone!!!!Oops guess its over le.Haha.This year is the 1st year i spent my new year in church.Was helping out with someone wedding.Din really do a good job.Was quite stone this morning.I also duno y.Dun wan to but i din realise it myself.Felt quite bad.Although i dun really noe him and her well, but still i am suppose to give my best to help them mah.And think i was under dressed.I also dun wan de.But my leather shoe spoil le.Cant wear formal.So pai seh.I have never felt under dressed before sia.Sorry leh brother and sister.Think you two would never read my blog, but juz write to make myself feel better loh.Sorry~
Have been going up and dwn from jurong recently.And was always raining very heavily.I was always caught in the rain.Think i am going to fell ill quite soon.Tml going to work early in the morning.Hope i wun stone again.Going to start sch real soon le.Muz get back to studying mood.Jia you!

2004-12-30T01:50:00.000+08:00

Was still thinking wanna write blog anot cuz i wanna slp le.Duno y but feeing quite tired.Muz rest if not tml no energy to play with my cell group members.yeah.Still thinking wanna take train or bike, cuz duno where is that place and its very far.Lazy to drive.=p
Today went to do my bike.Wha the mechanic so funny loh.I ask them then they juz talk and joke with one another and ignoring me.Then i stand there like blur blur one loh.After all that they tell me its ok.Nothing wrong with my bike, its like that one.Wha thanx leh.
Then i went to the bank after that.The queue super long sia.Cuz i need to change a new book.And hor my ATM card crack le.If change new one need to pay money one.No money mah, so go make debit card.Haha.In this case they will gimme a new card without charging me.yeah.
Ya and went tampines also.Then i met sanddddddd,haha so qiao one loh.Think she busy so din go greet her.But in the end we met again while i was going to take my bike.Haha.Really so qiao sia.Then she tell me some funny thingy which i dun understand.....what intend to eat but mit a guy then cannot eat.Haha.Think its becuz she has been storing her anger abt this guy and when she saw me then throw out all her story.Haha.Sorry but i dun really understood what you saying cuz u spoke too fast.Hehe.

2004-12-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

Hey i change my blogskin le!!Haha.As usual, i like it very very much.I like the boy.Hehe.So cute.Looking for a nicer song to pei my blogskin.cant really find one.Nid jap song i think.
Today wasted my day.Hate it.Was intending to go bikeshop today.Then rain so heavily and so long.So i go slp and slp until cannot slp liao still raining.Aiyo.So got to go tml loh.My bike got problem le.not really a big problem lah, but i also duno wat happen.Its very slow loh, i mean compare to my frens one.Muz go ask the uncle wat happen.If muz pay again i super sian i tell you.
Ok nothing much to write today.Stay at home nia, wats so fun.Cya, going to slp soon.

2004-12-27T01:24:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!!!! Hehe.I am back~ Whao i was doing some quiz from a fren blog.Although i din really watch hunter x hunter, but i am kurapika.Hehe.Quite like it anyway.Hehe.Ohya and Gon too.But i still like kurapika more cuz he more good looking.Whahaha.Ya so this is me mah.Cannot take it? Who care...*bleah*
Went for Christmas service at indoor stadium.Whao the drama was so touching.I nearly cried leh.Especially the part where jabez was singing......there can be more to this.....whao so touching.Was trying to hold my tears sia.Hehe.
I wore nice nice for the service leh.So as to take pictures.Then we took a little bit only.And guess what!The memory card got corrupted and all gone liao.Hehe.Never mind.Will take more.And another camera went to England le.Haha.Cuz his sis took it to England and be back next year.So i will get my christmas photo next year.Whahaha.
Ya and my cellgroup members and i went to orchard on christmas eve.Intended to take pictures with our nice clothes and stuff, but to our horror orchard is like hell.Oh mann....i was so very irritated with the atmosphere there.I also don't know why but i was like very pressured and felt uncomfortable by the atmosphere there.Sounds cartoon rite.Hehe.Then my cellgroup consists of quite a number of young gers.And other than me there was only another young guy.I was so afraid that they be bullied by those irritating guys.Luckily noone tried to be funny.Then we took a cab back home.After the first cab left, left 4 of us.Then when our cab came.The driver like grumbling loh cuz we din tell him before hand that we going 4 places.I was like pls loh...if dun wan to fetch say lah.....we can call another time one loh.So we went and called for another cab.When we about to board the cab, finally got one guy try to be funny.Wanted to spray the stupid foam on my cellgroup member.Luckily he din.Hehe.With my frustration, i wun noe what i would do mann....without my cellgroup leader around.Haha no lah, i not that bad.So we went home and i only got like a few hours to slp.
On christmas day i went to my fren house to have lunch.Whao the food was delicious....haha.yum yum.Then went to play billard with frens and dinner with my family at crystal jade.Had a very nice and enjoyable christmas this year except for the hell that we went.Hope new year would be this fun too~ Thanx everyone for the fun.Luv ya!

2004-12-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

Oh i am back to blog again by popular demand....whahhaaha.....no lah so thick skin.Hehe.Ok, what have i been doing this week?Oh i watched lots of movie recently.The one i like most is what i watched today, Love, so divine.Oh so touching....ermm........some people don't like to watch this type of show one i know.Hehe.but nvm, cuz i really like this type of show.Ermm.......ok lah cuz i quite emotional one mah.Like to watch all the love story....like ger sia.Haha.Oh went to take neoprint again today.You can so hardly see i ever take any neoprint one loh.Haha.Then rush like crazy and muz quickly pose and stuff.Hehe.
Then yesterday went orchard also.Whahaha....this whole week like most of the time i am in orchard.Wanted to watch Love, so divine yesterday one, but went to 3 cinemas all also dun haf le.Haha.Then shop and shop with my cellgroup member loh.We walk up and down orchard road so many times loh.Haha.Ya so i really have fun this whole week.Din do anything silly to spoil anything.Hehe.Fun~ hehe.
yeah tml going for Christmas service.Gonna have fun.But duno wat to wear sia.Hehe.Ok ba i going to watch cartoon soon.Be back again, so stay tune.*bleah*

2004-12-17T01:24:00.000+08:00

Long time din blog le....cuz got stuff to do mah.And duno wat to write.Today went out with 2 of my cellgroup members.We went orchard to shop.Hey theres some happy things to share.But please don't say anything bad on my tagboard k.Ya....today i was waiting for my cellgroup members in the MRT station then got one ger come and approach me.Haha.She ask for my name and handphone number and gave me a name card.Ask me to go interview for some model in some magazine and stuff.Haha.I noe most prob its bluff people one lah.And i not that handsome to got this type of things.Haha.But at least let me live in my own fantasy world mah.Hehe.I am not going even if they call in case my dream is crush.Hehe.Hey ppl, pls dun put any bad comments on my tagboard and destroy my fantasy k.Hehe.Thanx.Then afterwards we went shopping.Then went to mit the rest at marina bay to eat buffet.Wha so full now.Had lotsa fun today.

2004-12-11T14:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday rained very heavily, so i was stuck in church.Luckily i found someone to accompany me.So i came home quite late yest.Then this morning woke up early in the morning to eat breakfast with my beloved granny.Cuz i promised her yesterday that i will go and eat with her before she go for her majong session.Haha.Yesterday sermon was really very powerful.Think God is really bringing me up to a whole new level that i could never imagine.God is really good.
I don't really want to put much of my feelings in my blog anymore cuz i find that it doesn't really help much.Like my CGL said, no use throwing all my emotions in my blog.Ya its not going to solve anything.Sorry to those who want to know me more through my blog........i mean i doubt there is lah.....hehe.You got to know me in person now if that is the case.hehe.
Sorry to those whom i had offended.I never like to make anyone angry with me.And never intended to.
Thats all for today.Going for CG later.Very long we din have CG le.Cant wait to go now.Hehe.My whole day is like waiting for the time to go CG.Cya~

2004-12-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

Wha so scary~ i tot i was only writing to myself then in the end come out one april in my tag board.Hehe.So she has been reading my blog.Oh so she know all my secrets too.*faint* hehe.
Anyway i had fun today.Went out with my cell group members.Hehe.We went to watch blade.So good.I super long din watch movie le.But what i wanted to watch is still incredibles.But too bad they all watched le.Then christmas krank show is at 7.30 so cannot watch also cuz one of them got sch.But it was still a very nice show.Despite of some scary parts.Hehe.They still say wana go watch shutters.Oh pls~ i never wana watch horror show.Waste money to scare yourself only.And the storyline is always lousy in my view.Then 2 of them went home.So me and another guy went to eat and play games.Whahaha.fun~
Actually i intended to buy some clothes, worhip CD and thump drive one.But no clothes that i like.Duno which CD nice and the thump drive very ex.Wha its so ex loh.Then my cellgroup member still help me choose those super ex one loh.Still say go buy ipod lah.Can store mp3 and store files.If i got the cash i get it long ago liao loh.Looked at some bags too.Oh got one retro one looks quite nice.Whahaha.I like everything also like hor.No choice lah.I din really go out play for very long liao.Now wait for financial blessings and i going to buy the things i like.Hehe.
So did you all enjoyed yourself?i really had fun today.Hehe.Maybe we can organise to go out again soon.Hehe.

2004-12-09T01:36:00.000+08:00

Din do anything much today~ but i like it.Really enjoyed it.I also don't know why.Just want to be alone.Nothing to bother me.Thinking about everything that is happening to me.Take time to really seek God.Read books that i had finished reading.Really love it.Can really find peace.
Think i be going for a swim tml.Hope i will be able to wake up.Then also feel like dying my hair.My mum juz bought a new hair dye.Hehe.Maybe going to play pool with a friend but not confirmed yet.Hehe.Busy day~
ok i go slp le~ wana watched MVP valentine tml.Have been watching it everyday.Hehe.Nitez~

2004-12-08T01:19:00.000+08:00

Very long din blog le.Its not that i am inconsistent, but i really tired of blogging le.Whats the use.Just to vent my anger?Think i would rather write it in a book.It that will no one will get to read it.
This year has really been a very tough year for me.Lots of things have been happening in my life and causing me to be really very confuse and tired.I really very tired already.Really really very tired.Can don't care about everything?
Realised my blog is a very sad one leh.Got no happy entries in here.Maybe i am a sad person thats y.But to be frank if happy why would i write in here?Sad then write mah.
anyway don't know what to write already.Nitez~

2004-12-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

Whao~ today sermon was good! What i powerful message. And my good friend appeared again.Hehe.Happy~
Was quite tired today and my hands are breaking.Just realised my typing speed is very slow and i have never typed so many words in my entire life. Like trying to type bao zhou leh.Haha.Really can't believe it loh.I mean i really very slow leh.Typed through the entire night and still cannot finish.Haha.But good training lah...i think.
Tml start work again.Actually work until 5 only but last min got a msg say one guy hand dislocate again, ask me to take his shift also....meaning i got to work 2 full days.A bit siong lah but hope it would be fun.
Wha everybody's blog is mentioning about relationship leh.Faint sia.I should be the one getting worried k.Haha.And my funny dad too.Keep asking my sis to intro her friend to me.Please.....i don't need that.Actually sometimes i also long to have someone by my side, taking care of me and loving me.As i said sometimes only.Hehe.But i know i can't.Bu yao hai ren hai ji.haha.Ya cuz i know i am not a very nice guy, in fact i am quite a bad guy.Hehe.As my CGL said, i am still under construction.Ya and i totally agree with her.I am building my character, so i can be a better person for my one to come.Hehe.Wait for me whoever you are.When i come out of the cave, i would surely ride my unicorn to fetch you.
Haha think i am crazy liao.Ya lack of sleep.I cannot dont sleep one loh.I will be a zombie.Hehe.Ok thats all for today.I go sleep le.If not tml cannot concentrate my work.

2004-12-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

Me too~ i teared once again.Don't ask why don't bother to know why.I am just a great sinner.I stand alone.Fight alone.Face it alone.Why am i in this darkness?Show me a glimse of light from the exit.Give me strength that i may stand up and walk again.I am so tired.I am so scared.Can i hide in Your wings?Can You embrace me once more in Your arms?Please don't leave me nor forsake me.You are not one who would lie.Don't leave me in the darkness.
Thank You for forgiving me again and again.I really don't want to take Your grace for granted, but i am weak."Let the weak say he is strong".I know You still love me because You love the sinners but You hate the sins.Me too!
God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, the wisdom to know the difference.

2004-12-02T02:58:00.000+08:00

Nothing really happen much today until at night.I watched 2 cd of mars(zhan shen).Haha.Finally continue to watch.Cuz i cant make myself sit there and look at the tv for very long.I cannot take it one.Hehe.
Juz now i went out to mit my cell group leader and cell group members.Hehe.They go and eat while i go drink loh.Cant really make myself drink plain water so must go out drink water with taste loh.Then i fetched one of my cell group members home.Hehe.Hey dun look down on me k.He said its not scary hor.Hehe.
Tml going to meet my cell group leader to help her with some stuff and she need to talk to me about sth.I also don't know whats happening to me lah.Haha.Lousy guy.

2004-11-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

Oh i just reached home and after i nice bath i now starts to write my blog liao.Went to work early in the morning and i mean early.Haha.Woke up at 6 and went out at 6.30am.Riding on my bike and the weather was so cold.Forgot to bring my jacket and so i shivered all the way to jurong.After a very long break i started work again.Tried to remember ever erything that i got to do loh.But today was really fun.Work and joke with my colleagues.Haha.They cant stand my jokes sia.Whahaa.Cuz its so lame.Ermm.......those who really know me will understand how lame i can be.But duno why today work very tiring leh.The ppl like keep coming and coming 1 loh.We work like cow sia.Whaha.Then work until quite late and all blur blur already.
Actually today is the 1st day i really tok and joke with my colleagues cuz i quite shy and dun really know how to tok unless you really know me lah~Whahaha.Fun~
Then after that went to signature park for my friend birthday.Wha siong ah.If you know me, i got no direction sense at all loh.I lost my way to that funny ulu place(nothing special)Whaha so funny.Cannot find that place, then found a petrol kiosk.Refill my oil tank and continue to search for that place again.When i reached there, most of them are already gone loh.Then she kept one cake for me and bought me a drink.Whahaha.She was so pai seh and touched cuz i made the effort to go dwn.Then she keep saying sorry.Anyway i went home after that.And here i am feeling tired and drained.

2004-11-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

whao i came back so 'early' today.Haha.Ya, went for overnight prayer miting yesterday.Very siong but very good.This is the 2nd time that i attended this and it was really good.Hehe.Feel like i so power now.Haha.Ya.Brought an extra helmet to send a fren home but he din attend the meeting.After the meeting, wanted to send another cell group member home but too bad, she board the bus already.Ya so there goes the chance of sitting on my bike for the both of them.Hehe.I seldom fetch people cuz i really like to.Like taking others life in your hand also.Muz be very careful.Think until now i altogether fetched before 4 people only.Out of which my best friend sat the most number of times.Haha.He sat on all of my bikes.And also been a ginuea for my driving skill.Haha.Last time always want to lang ga one.Haha.
Ya and he attended church with me yesterday.I was so happy.Very long din attend church with him already.Don't know if he enjoyed the service.Last time we do everything together.Pray and shine for God together.Pierce our ears together.So fun.But now he got more ear holes than me already.Hehe.
ok ba i shant tok anymore.Going to slp soon.Tml got to start work again liao.Pray that i would be able to enjoy working tml.Actually i quite scared going to work.Anyway i still need to work, if not really got to eat air and drink water already.Please keep me inform whoever wants to watch incredibles with me.nitez~

2004-11-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

Went with my mother to help my brother buy his books.Going sec 2 next year.He super lazy loh.We forced him to attend a npcc camp.Haha.So funny.He like so reluctant.He be back only on Sun.Got a bit miz him lah but need him to be more active and independent.
Tml going for bible study after that service and then overnight prayer meeting.Hope my work doesn't start early on sat morning.Or else i would faint leh.
Don't know what to wear tml.No clothes le.Going to buy some new clothes soon.Saw 1 shirt quite nice from U2, but very ex leh.Now really very broke le.My friend owe me money then tot of getting it back but i msg him he din reply.He chao(2) lang(2) liao le.Oh no.So broke liao still like that.Haiz~ y.But i not so easily bullied 1.Hehe.Run with my money only if he wants to die.Whahaahaha.ok going to slp soon if not i can't survive this weekend.Argh think going to watch movie next week.Hope got ppl wanna go watch with me.Someone juz forgotten about me loh.Hehe.Nvm lah.Its ok.Hehe.Anyway i also duno your fren.Quite awkward also.Ok luv ya all my faithful readers.

2004-11-25T01:38:00.000+08:00

Todays my leader's birthday~ Happy birthday!Hehe.Went out with her and other cell group members.So fun~ We gave her big surprise.Although the inital plan failed.Haha.We change our plan and still managed to surprise her.Haha.Sang a very LOUD birthday song for her.And everyone was like looking at us.But it was fun.
Whao long time din really go out play liao.Finally got to really go out and play.Wanted to watch incredibles but din go cuz it was more expensive than day time.I think i would go watch some other day.Who can accompany me.Alrite i admit i won't go watch alone no matter what.Haha.I got to missed it if no one accompany me.
Oh ya i made a friend waited for like an hour plus for me.So pai seh.But i not purposely one.Cuz its raining mah.And i got stuck in a petrol kiosk loh.Everytime like that one.I don't go out it don't rain, but once i go out, it starts to rain like crazy.
So i really had fun today.And happy birthday to my beloved leader!

2004-11-24T01:39:00.000+08:00

2004-11-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

whao today play game play whole day ah.Haha.This morning wake up very early to attend svc.After i came hm, then i started playing game.Play and play until now my eyes very pain.Hehe.Wha serious leh.My eyes pain causing my head to be painful also.Haha.Think its because i got not enough slp.Yest went to my friend birthday chalet.Until 11 plus i think.Then go serangoon garden watch soccer.Dun quite like cuz i dun really watch soccer.Anyway today is juz the start of my playing.Hope there be more.If i can wake up tml, think i wanna go swim oso.Long time never go tan liao.
ok so thats all for today.All about playing game.Wha really cannot liao.My eyes and head super pain now.Oh ya that time so lucky huh.Ok jan i try again.If you can read my blog before your paper starts, hehe.All the best for your paper.Last paper liao.Give it your best shot and enjoy with us after tml.Hehe.

2004-11-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

Whao 2 more days to go and thats all for my exam.Wee~ today paper was not that difficult but need to write alot and its really alot.I write until my hand going to cramp liao.Long time never write so much liao sia.Haha.Tml is math and i din really study that much but never mind.Juz come and i will juz do my best.ok thats all.Going to rest early le.Wish me all the best ba.Hehe.

2004-11-16T01:58:00.000+08:00

*yawn* sleepy.I am so sleepy now.Have been studying for my commit, realised unication skill.Thought got nothing to study, but when i really go to study, realised that its more than meets the eye.Haha.There are so many things to study.Expect to finish this subject by today but until now i still cant.Due to my laziness, i did not print my notes during lessons.But now when i want to print them out to study, i got no paper to print.Oh mann, so i got to read it online.Now my eyes are so painful.The brightness from the screen is damaging my eyes and causing me to have headache.*ouch*
Just now went to have dinner with my family.Hehe.Went to eat some nice food.Whao so nice.Haha.Its their 24th wedding anniversary mah.So went to so called celebrate loh.Eat until quite late and so study until now loh.I think i cant take it anymore.Going to sleep already.At most tml wake up early to study loh.I really very weak now.Cannot dun haf sleep 1.I be so dead and i am feeling like a zombie now.Haha.Last time can "ton" and play all nite also no problem but don't know what happen leh.Anyway going to sleep now.
Hey you all got paper tml rite.If you can read this before your paper, all the best for your paper.Score an A for it k.I know you all can do it.Luv ya.

2004-11-15T01:06:00.000+08:00

Its time to blog again!Hehe.Today woke up very early in the morning.Wha so super tired loh.Then very sleepy.On my way back, i slpt on the train then got a bit of headache.Like anytime going to faint like tat.Hehe.Went to slp after i came home.Really cannot take it le, so at least muz take a short nap then start studying again.Woke up and went to study.But not very fruitful.My brain juz doesn't seem to obey me anymore.Think going to sleep early tonite then tml wake up early to study loh.What to do, thursday exam starts again.And it all be over on sat.Yeah!But i will not be going for friday service, so my dear CGM don't miss me k.I be going for either sat or sun service.Hmm.....think i not be able to go for CG also cuz my exam only end in the evening.Once again, don't miss me k.Cuz you all will not be able to see me for 1 whole entire week.Hehe.Say until like ppl will really miss me like that.Haha.
Wha my brain really very slow now.Haha.Think i really old liao.Cannot don't have sleep one leh.Not enough sleep, everyting cant seem to work properly.
God i know i will make mistake, will fall into temptation, but Lord i repent and pls cleanse me with your precious blood.I will not be bothered by the mistake made in the past.Its all in your plan.I have come out stronger from it.I will not commit the same mistake again.I will strengthen my brethen like how you strengthen me.Past mistake, don't come and bother me anymore.God has cast you out of my life.I am forgiven, so let me be free again.

2004-11-14T01:41:00.000+08:00

I am suppose to feel very happy.Its been a very long time i ever had such good and fun times liao.But me and my busybodyness again!I hate it leh!I hate it.Really hate it.Thought i just promised myself in the blog not to bother about anyone anymore.Juz wanna live my own life?Wha y i so ka po!How?I really start to hate this part of me.Everytime i would just mess things up 1 leh.Arghz~ Need a breakthrough here.Hey boy, wake up your idea.Mind your own business k.Wha can't sleep liao leh.My mind is very busy now.It keeps blaming itself.Arghz~(*pulling my hair*)Oops got no hair left.
Ya despite of that i really had a very great time today.Really.I really really enjoyed myself.So fun.Went to study in the morning.Wanted to go kallang leisure park study wif culprit but in the end the complex is closed.Whahaha so funny.Then both of us got a shock.Then went to one funny looking small coffee shop to eat cuz we both super hungry liao.watch meteo garden while eatin.Then the ppl there funny 1 loh.Got 2 auntie arguing and 1 uncle wanted to read my fortune.Say i got a very honest looking face.Whahaha.Then went mac to study.
Whao after study we go mit other friends then we go play in the carnival.So fun.Haha.I won a bear k.Not bad huh.Then culprit wanted the bear too.So play and play in the end finally got it.Haha.
So overall its should be a very very very~ happy day.But as i said, i messed it all up.Lesson learn."Lang kiang jiu ho, mai ke kiang".This will stick to me until i got a breakthrough.Still cant imagine what silly thing i have done.God pls seal my kaponess.Cant i juz haf a really happy day?Juz for a day lah.Argh~ nvm.Muz really try to slp.My body realy cannot take it already.Nitez.

2004-11-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

hi i am back again~ ya said that i will be consistent and write my blog rite?Hehe.Today also study whole day.But the progress very slow.Cant really focus and study.Guess that what normally happens when the exam drags for too long.
Think i am addicted to a game liao.Haha.Faint.At this time.
I hate this type of feeling leh.Want to study but cannot focus.Not that i dun wan but i really cant.Want to play but keep on feeling guilty cuz i should be studying.Hate it when this happens.I like to play without any worries.Hehe.Never mind.Going to study with CGM tml.After study then i can play and not feel guilty already.Love it.Its all about conscience lah huh.Hehe.
I want to go watch movie.Its been a long time since i went for a movie.I am now like a caveman.Trying to hide myself in a small cave.Dare not go out.But its so bored in here.Play~ wait for me.I be out soon to create havoc.Whuahahahaha~

2004-11-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hehe sorry everybody~ have not beenblogging for very long.Ya scold me ba.Not cosistent.Hehe.Ya cuz i having exam mah.And i was playing game recently so don't really have time to blog.Hehe.
My family all went to malaysia already, enjoying themselves.I cant go cuz i am in the middle of my exam.How i wish the exam could be over soon.Its dragging for so long.That day played upword with my friend.So funny.I made her so angry cuz i cheated.I mean hello~ my english is very bad loh.I am an ah beng loh pls.So i anyhow click loh.As long as i can submit and get some points can liao loh.Haha.Then a lot of funny funny nonsensical words came out.She so angry loh cuz she use proper english and stuff.She later went around to tell everyone that i am a cheater.Haha.So funny~ What to do.I have returned all my english to my teachers and its not even good english.Haha.Who cares.As long as i am able to communicate.
Yeah~ sat going to SIS for service.So fun.ya juz now i went to cut hair.Oh mann~ it was a disaster.Don't know what the lady thinking.She cut until so happy and now i am almost bald loh.My hair is so ugly now.Duno how to go out already.Believe me, its tat serious.Haha.Ok i try to be consistent and start writinig again k.Buai~ going to play game already.

2004-11-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

Whahaha.......so relax.I stopped studying for yesterday and today.Finally can take a small break.Tml muz start studying liao.Nvm...think i get quite used to studying liao.Hehe.My kick is back.Think i was too worried and unaccustomed to the exam atmosphere.All the way! 3 more to go.
Hehe.Today i went to watch "turn left, turn right" VCD.Whao its so touching.Quite nice lah.Like making me start to think maybe there is someone like that whom we pass each other hundreds of time but we never really noticed each other.Oh pls gimme the miracle to mit that someone.Felt that its really so ke lian that you dun get the chance to mit your 'One' when she is so near to you.
I also went to watch mars today.Zhan shen.Hehe.Quite nice.Especially the song and the bike racing.Hehe.k lah i go play game already~

2004-11-03T17:30:00.000+08:00

Juz return from my 1st paper~sad~sad~sad~ din noe that it would be that bad.Think i am going to repeat this module next sem le.I really studied very hard le leh.I AM SO VERY SAD.
I always hear that prasing God when everything goes wrong is the most difficult thing, but i am feeling that praising God when i am sad is so easy.Cuz i know my God is a God of second chance.He will gimme a second chance to triumph over what i lost today.I want to hide in His embrace and take refuge under His wings.Only He knows how sad i am.He is the only one who know how hard i studied and how much i had put in.I thank God for His presence now at this moment and then when i was sad.Arghz~ dun care already lah.Whats past is past.Muz not live in the past.Move on~ Its not end of the world yet.

2004-10-30T15:53:00.000+08:00

Think i quite long din blog already.Now blogging is like on and off for me cuz i am busy with my study.Got exam next wed.Really duno wat to do.Got so much to study and dun really understand a lot of stuffs.Studied for whole day liao so decided to write my blog to relax for a while.Muz let my brain rest cuz its complaining to me already.
Yeah later going CG.Can don't need to think about study anymore.I want play~ My brain is so packed nw.Think theres a traffic jam up there.Wait for the traffic to smoothen a bit 1st then i get back to work again.Muz keep on reminding myself whats myself to study hard and the purpse of me studying hard.Cuz study very long my brain tends to give up and all the negative tots starts coming in .Jia you~ Jia you~ Jia you~

2004-10-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

I lost my raincoat~so sad~ Paid 20 over bucks juz to wear it for 2 times.So sad.I left it on my bike and went for lesson so that it could dry and not be smelly.When my i went back in the evening, its gone!Arghz~ hello i m not the only one in the school doing that loh.Why only take mine!Its just a lousy raincoat, why would people wanna steal!Woe be to the guy who took the raincoat given to me by God.
Don't know why recently i have been so blur.Think study too much and my brain cant think properly anymore liao.This morning wake up at 8 to finish my work and went sch at 9.30am.When i reached school then realised that i got no lessons today.Mann~Wasted my trip to school and mind you, its n jurong loh.Then i also realised that i havent certify my calculator and the deadline is over.Thats not all leh.I went to buy food and forget to pay money.Wha i am so blur leh.What am i doing.
Anyway got to go back to study already.Sorry to everyone reading, cuz it be quite or very boring this month cuz its nothing else other than exam.To those who have exam like me, dont give up k~Jia you wor~

2004-10-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

Exam~exam~exam~ when will it be over? I have been spending 20 years of my life studying for exams.The 2 years was when i was in kindergarden.Hehe.When can i ever stop studying?Today, i studied the whole day but i don't think its fruitful enough.Think that i can do better than that.Did not really give my full attention and concentration.So contridicting rite?One moment crying out that i want to study and now say don't want to study.Hehe.Too much of everything is bad~HEhe except for God of course.Its never enough.
Tenghong introduce 1 game to me, and i want to play leh.But now in the mist of exam, muz control.Going to play after exam.Hehe.Online game, so can play with him.Its very long since i played games.Ya very long since i go out watch movie and play also.I also don't know why.All my friends said that i no life liao, but to me i feel that i have and have it more abundantly.Last time free and play but not happy~ but now busy and cannot play but very happy~ I am more free than what i used to be.Its the real freedom.Hehe.(If you know what i am toking about)Just feel that every moment if my life is well spent.Love this kind of life~
Don't know why i got this feeling that i am starting to be clever alec, however you spelt it.Don't know, just got this feeling loh.Guess i just got to handle my own stuffs well.Think i should just live in my own world and stop trying to impress anyone.I don't live for man, i live for God.Print it in my head! I am myself who is only answerable to God and no one else.ok back to study~

2004-10-23T01:10:00.000+08:00

Finally can get to relax for a while~phew~ finally hand up my lab report already.Think its in a mess.Just now brave through the rain.Actually thinking wanna wait for the rain to stop anot, but think its very time wasting, so just continue driving.In the end i became super drenched.
I receive a small gifts and an encouragement from a friend today.So happy~ hehe.I am also happy that she is really growing.The love of God is flowing through her.She is now able to love others.Good!Hehe.
I really like to see my friends happy.I think i am really very kei po, but i really cant help it.It really bothers me to see my friend sad and unhappy.I wish i could really help but too bad i am not God.I am just so limited.I cant really help you and i dun wish to irritate you, so i decided that the only thing i can do is to pray for you.Be assured that i will always keep you in my prayers k.Luv ya!

2004-10-21T01:08:00.000+08:00

Like very long din come and blog le, so now take out some of my precious time to blog.I am really very tired lately.So many things to do, so little time.Yesterday stay in sch to study until around 4 am then went to my friend hostel to slp.Wake up at 8am to go for lecture.So tiring.When i was driving back just now, very scary.My reaction quite slow.
Yeah i got laptop already.But now my house no connection, so maybe can see me more often online when i got my own connection.Thats all.Go slp liao.

2004-10-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

Ah.......i am deadbeat.Just came home from work.Later think go and study a bit then go slp liao.Haiz~ just know see my dad angry face again.Also duno always like that one.Came back happy and tok to him nicely, but in the end got to end up unhappy again.How i hope my parents are saved.Anyway again i won't give up cuz i know one day they will be saved because i am saved.God promise me 1.One in the household is save, the entire household will be saved.
Tml got to go all out studying again already.Long time never go watch movie and buy clothes already.Don't know when can do that.Maybe after the exam ba.Yeah think this week my laptop is going to come liao.The person say maximum two weeks i can get liao.Hehe.And this week is the second week liao.Next week got test, must study hard and get full marks like that time.Hehe.K lah me dun tok liao.Going to write email and go study already.

2004-10-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

ArghZ~ wrote something but couldn't upload.Angry and dun want to write again liao.Just want to say that i am sad over something.What is it?Nvm cuz its a very long story and dun wana write all over again.So thats all.Want to go sleep le.Tml got to work full day again.
Dun give up k.Study hard.The proof of your desire is in your persuit.

2004-10-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

Hey can you believe it.I am so hardworking.Whahaha.Yesterday i came back from some so called class gathering and there is only 4 ppl from my class and 2 from other class.Which makes only 6 ppl including me.Haha.But okay lah still quite fun.Everyone got their own transport liao.All seem to have grawn up.Hehe.Altogether got 4 cars and 1 bike and the bike owner is me~Hehe.Then i came back to study.Wha i studied until 4.30 am.At 2plus i was very hungry so i went to 7-11 to buy food.The food was so yucky~Until 4.30 i was still very energetic but my brain cannot liao so go take a rest.Then i wake up in the morning to study again.I really want to do well for my studies.I have never been hardworking in my studies but i think maybe grow up liao ba.Hehe.I am really going all out mann~ But if i can't make it, i would be very depressed.

I think i am giving myself alot of stress.I never used to have stress but arghz~ What is happening?I am so sad.I really don't understand why can't i study?Can you believe it?! I am actually getting persecution from studying hard!Oh mann~ what is the world coming to.This is the 1st time i am encountering this.Don't know want to laugh or cry.Actually really feel like crying.My sister keep on asking me why i study so hard.My mum keep scolding me stupid.And because i got no money to provide cuz i am studying and i got pressured.What loh~ i am not even asking you for any allowance already what more do you still want?As a student, arent my job just to study hard?Can't expect me to provide for the house right?Ya and you want to say why still gif to the church right?You want to work and earn lots of money instead of studying hard thats your problem loh.I want to study!Stop critising me!Help me~ God~

2004-10-13T01:52:00.000+08:00

I want to sleep! I am very sleepy.Tml got a bery early day.Just finish my lab work.Think tml go touch up abit and its done.But tml got new one coming up already.Mann.....I am one lab behind time.Today in sch do abit liao then upload into my sch web, but when i reach hm, i can't open the file.So angry, got to redo everything.
Tml after school still need to go for some meeting.I also dunno why but i have just become a sub comittee of some cultural activity club.Hope it be fun~Ok i think thats all~think this is the shortest entry i ever wrote.But my eyes can't really open liao.My eye lids are so heavy.slp~

2004-10-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I going to sign for my contract for laptop tml.Then i be able to get my laptop within two weeks already.Happy~ I am typing without light again.So pathetic, cuz my sis is slpin.This morning when i go sch it rain again.But guess what! I bought my rain coat and i am not afraid of the rain anymore.Hehe.So happy~Yo~Rain~ no scared~Whahahaha.I intend to do my lab today but now cannot already.I cannot type properly without the lights on.I need a laptop~
Wha today get back my test paper.I got full marks~Whahaha.But nothing special cuz most of the people also get full marks.Aiya just got a call from my friend.Going to his house now to take something.Cuz he got some virus yesterday and now his computer in hostel spoil.Need to reformat everything so need all the CDs.
Ya about my work yesterday...it was very tiring.Worked for the whole day and i really mean whole day!I up another level again yesterday.Hahaha.Yesterday i helped to cut carrots and chop chicken.Whahaha.So funny~My boss chop so fast loh.Then she ask me to chop like her.Please loh~how to.So funny.Then i slash my own fingernail.Now my fingernail got a line on it already.Poor fingernail.Luckily i withdraw the chopper fasat enough.If not i be able to see blood liao.Then after that wash plates and pots again.Wha....everytime wash.Now i like washing machine sia...i mean plates and pots washing machine and not the wash clothes 1.Haha ok lah i got to go my friend house already.

2004-10-09T11:02:00.000+08:00

Whao time really flies! So fast and its saturday again.And guess what! Left 3 weeks to my exam.So stessful.Whahaha.And scary cuz the teacher havent even finish teaching everything.Yeah i applied for my laptop already and i am waiting for the reply.When i got the reply then can go sign contract and get my laptop already!Yeah! Hehe.Oh ya i was so lucky yesterday.I went to my friend hostel yesterday and found him applying for courses during the holiday.I thought its still too early to decide, so never really bother about it.But he told me that yesterday was the last day to apply already.Wha nearly fainted leh.Cuz i still considering if i want to take a minor, which is very siong.Add on to my work load.But anyway i still applied for it liao.I intending to take minor in business.The waiting list is super long loh.Duno can get in anot.It would be really great if i can get in, cuz the whole holiday 1 month only study 1 subject.Can really focus and dun think can fail so easily.
I am starting to feel that its so fun studying leh.I wanted to take so many other subjects.I also trying to take japanese language.I also want to learn french.Wha the languages sound fun.But i havent apply all of them yet.Haha.I take the more important courses 1st lah.Maybe the language part got ime then go and learn loh.Hey i have already paid for my sch fees k.Must learn as much as possibe.Whahaha.
Yeah going to CG later.Can learn guitar, and maybe go play after that.Fun!Haha.But must study after that.Exam coming.Tml working whole day again.Dun think got time to study already.Ok bye.Got to go buy present for my mortal already.

2004-10-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

Today i went for a farewell dinner with my army friends cuz one of them is going australia to study this friday.So we went out to eat.Went to fish and co at opposite plaza sing to eat.Okay lah the food not bad loh.!st time i eating at fish and co, cuz i don't really like fish.Went to service my bike and buy a rain coat also.Wha scary.I spent almost a hundred bucks today.Think tml i going to buy my laptop already.Yeah!Dun nid to fight with my sis liao.Hey by the way, my new blog skin nice?I like it alot.Going to upload song soon.Its a bit cramp up though but still i find it quite nice.Hehe.
I really don't mean to make you feel sad.What i say is what i really feel.You have done well!I really don't understand why things always turn out bad whenever we talk?I am not someone who is good with my words.I really don't wish for things to turn out this way.I didn't scold you and i never intended to.Word is a very powerful tool.It can build up one person, in the same way it can also crush a person's life.I don't know is it only to me that you are so harsh or its the same with everyone.If its only me then i really wanna know the reason behind it.Did i do something wrong?Please enlighten me.Am i really such a pest?I only wanted to care for those i love.I really so ' fan ' and irritating meh?What should i do?How should i speak?what should i say?Feeling really sad.Why do i always have to hurt ppl?Can't i bring joy?What happened?Everything was so good before i went taiwan.Or is it only me who thought it was good?I love all of you with the love of God and what i ask for is your joy.What's wrong with my life?Can't i do something right for once?Am i really simple minded like what my parents said?
I want to be an angel of God.But i have fallen short of his glory.I am a fallen angel.Lift me up once again, God.I want to serve you and your people.Make me what you want me to be.Show me your ways.

2004-10-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

Headache!!!! Wha my head very painful.I also don't know why.Maybe i have been waking up quite early these few days.Need to rush my work, no choice.Still thinking want to go sch tml anot.Its early in the morning again and its only in the morning.See if i still got headache then i won't go tml liao.Haiya i also duno lah.Need to go back sch to finish up my labwork.Lab again!!Yes!!!Its never ending!!Arghz........hate it!Today went to do electronic lab do until i ate my lunch at 4pm.Super hungry loh.
Hey i noe the results are out, but don't be sad k.Jia you!!It has not ended!Still got time and you can do it.

2004-10-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

Wha i think i am so clever!Whahaha.Today i got my maths quiz which is a test lah.Duno y they like to call tests quiz.Anyway the test was so easy.Think i be able to score full marks.Haha.Its only 6 mcq and the questions was easy.Hehe.Yeah!I am happy.But because of the exam i din do my tutorial and today the teacher ask me to answer a question.So pai seh.I as usual "er.....erm...." Whahaha.Haiz, dun care lah.Also went to look at laptops today.Think i really going to buy 1 really soon.
Yesterday i worked for a whole day.So tired.But yesterday was quite fun.Din really make many mistakes.So work was quite a pleasant 1.Hope all my working days would be like that.Yeah i can play after CG this week liao.Haha.They better all go play after CG this week.If not i be so bored and sad.Whahaha.And we playing this angel and mortal game.I like!And my mortal is......whahaha think i going to say here meh.Wait long long ah.Whahhaha.But think my mortal gonna haf fun cuz i so funny and generous.Whahaha.
I read a book about leadership sometime ago and i find that there is this saying that i really think its very true.I cant remember the exact words but its something like this.The book say that many ppl have the same dream but only few are able to achieve it.The book say that ppl often do not have the determination to follow through and finish what they started.I think that its so true.I saw lots of my friend say they wana be someone great, wana do business, wana get good grades.But after a while the fire within them began to die down and they are back to what they were when they first started.I just wana encourage myself and ppl who wanna do great things and wanna get good grades.Follow through and endure with whatever you wanted to do.Keep on keeping on.One day we will definitely get back what we sowed.Jia you!!!

2004-10-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

Just now went CG, so sad.Cannot go out play and eat with them cuz i need to come home to study.But i still cannot study.When i came home i study abit then cannot already.Went to practice guitar abit.Think i getting better.Whahahaha.Wha think i am good.I am typing this blog without looking at the keyboard.Whaha.Cuz my sis sleeping and i cant on the light.Cant see anygthing now, so decide to write without looking at the keyboard.Its quite hard leh.Keep typing the wrong word.Hehe.
Tml got to wake up super early leh.Ard 6am i think.Got to go work.How? So early leh.Wha feeling very thirsty now, but dun wana drink plain water.Not nice leh.I wana drink water with flavour.Actually i have not been drinking enough water.Think i going to fall sick soon.Last time during army i wuld wake up and drink 1 500ml water bottle of water.But now i hardly drink more than 3 cups of water a day.How?Im dying....And i din get to buy my rain coat today.Not enough time.Lets hope it wun rain, which is quite hard.
I went to the bank and cancel my account already.I am so sad!!!!!!!!!!I really like the card!But too bad, got not enough maoney to support that account.Next time when i got money i will go get that account again.I am back to normal now.Last time i got so many account so many cards.Now i only left one pathetic posb account.Must keep this account cuz my payment and income all come into this account.My sub- card also gone.Dad cancel liao.I am now fitted perfectly into the dependent population.Feed me.Haha.Too old to be in that category, but anyway need to concentrate and study.K lah going to slp soon.Work hard!!!!

2004-10-02T01:55:00.000+08:00

Painful!!!!Today i went for the blood test in the morning.Today my lesson is in the afternoon but cant wake up late.Wake and go for the blood test and got teased by yiquan and teng hong.I really very scared of needle lah.What to do?!I have always find injection very stupid.Just let that stupid medic or doctor or nurse poke you with a needle.Aiya so scary loh.I close my eyes so i wun be able to see, then yiquan keep asking me to look.I later faint how.Haha.Anyway its over!Don't think they will call me anymore, but if they really call me then you all better dun come near me cuz........hehe.......i may bite you k.Whahaha.
Yeah tonite serment was good and powerful.And b.s too.Wha power!Hehe.Oh tml got CG.Think it be fun.I learning guitar also.Hehe.But very hard, my beat always wrong 1.And also dun really haf time to practise this week cuz nxt monday got maths test.Hope that i can do well.My brain like very dead like that now.Cannot really think.Everything seem to be moving but i am not.How?I like got dragged along like that.Too tired to move.Can i just stop the time?I wana stone for a while but dun wana waste time.Haha.Jia you!!! It be over soon.Gambatte!!But new one coming soon.Chey~who cares, that 1 worry later.Stand up and continue!!Cannot always lose 1!!Don't pull me!!! I make sure i be faster than you!!

2004-09-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

Whao so fun.I just change a new mouse and this mouse ice skate one.Not like the previous 1 who roller blade.The stupid wheel always got stuck 1.So fun.And this mouse got light on it and will change colour 1.Haha.But a bit awkward cuz it uses the usb port and my usb port is in front the wire is quite irritating.Whao it can change colour.Haha.So fun.
Today i got no lesson, so expect to rest a bit but in the end i worked harder than ever.I went to tp tp study with my friends.They say there near and got nice environment.And cuz we monday got math test.So i went with them and study there loh.Wha we study from morning until night and its very late at night.I promised my mum that i be going home for dinner, so by the time i was home, i was already half dead.I was so super hungry.I ate alot leh.Whahaha.My brain now cramped with all those stupid math thingy.Wha so saturated.I need to study very hard cuz i got no time to study already.Tml is a full day and i mean full cuz after lesson i going service.So i be back home like ard 11 plus 12.And sat got CG and i need to cancel one of my bank acount, thought of going to buy a rain coat cuz i always get caught in the rain.So there goes my sat.And i asked boss if i can dun work for this week but she say not enough people, so i even got to work from 7.30am to 6 plus.*faint*Then monday got test.Also duno how to study.Actually the math test only got 6 mcq leh.Haiz i also duno why i study so hard, but i really wana do well loh.I cant spend so much money and graduate with a normal degree.Duno how to repay my loan after graduation.Girls out there dun consider me k, if not you got to bear my debt too.Hehe.K i got to go sleep already.Tml still need to go for blood test.

2004-09-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

Hey hey~ haha.I am happy and i am happy cuz i got money~ Whahahaha. I super happy leh. Thank God for his financial blessing. Last week i obeyed God and sowed according to what He ask me to and today i got a hundred fold return leh.Wha faint.Whahaha. I should have sowed more that day.*greedy*hey thats bad. But i really thank God for that.I know and assured that God is watching over me. He knows my need and He loves me!What a great God i serve.*Floating in my own dimension*happy~

Oh ya this morning i was so angry.I woke up early in the morning to print and prepare for my lecture today.And it began to rain when i was on my way to sch.It was very sunny loh then suddenly rain.Wha and so heavy rain loh.I went to take shelter under a bridge and waited for the rain to stop.Guess what! When i reached sch, the lecture was over.Wha super angry leh.Anyway im used to the rain liao.Its always like that.Looking at the positive side, the rain somehow help to clean my bike loh.Cuz i got a cloth on my bike.I just wipe it after it got splashed by the rain and *^ta ta^* its clean.Haha...Ok go do homework le.Tml early day

2004-09-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

Yeah i can do my math today.So happy!I got all the answer correct.So happy.But my programming i don't noe how to do.Haha.Must have something i don't know what, if not i no need to study liao loh.Actually i don't have much time to write liao, cuz i haf been discussing some angel mortal thingy that we going to play and writing email.So now very late liao.Me wana go learn my guitar and do homework already.Hey i really got different meh?Y my yiying say i change liao? Hmm....think different from what i am in secondary sch.Of course lah!thats how many years ago loh.If i still the same then how?Whahaha.i not the same yest, today and forever lah.Whahaha.But yiying din say is to the better or worse.Leave me here wondering.ok lah keep it short and sweet~ nitez~

2004-09-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm........yesterday went out to eat and came back home to do homework.My sister also wanna use the computer to do project so din blog yesterday.Wha yesterday eat a lot sia.Din noe my CG member can really eat.Whaha.Very scary.But very pai seh also.Cuz its on a friend's mum, and we eat a lot.Like trying to 'eat poor her like that' Ermm......try translating it to chinese.Think teng hong will know what i mean.Whaha.So pai seh.Anyway i went home to do homework.Very tired.Cuz today i working and i do tutorial until quite late yesterday nite.Today still need to complete my tutorial so i write a while then need to go le.
I am not stupid!!!!!Arghz........always got to force my brain to think that i am not stupid.How?Today i serve rice serve until so pek chek.I was so slow and the serving was either too much or too little.Simple instruction also cannot listen properly.Either 'huh?' or just stone there trying to figure out whats happening.What makes me sad is that i heard alot of 'what u doing?' today.Arghz.........think i can only stay at home and be a mummy's boy.Call me a brat if you want.
Wha power le yesterday during cg.I can finally prophesie liao.Whahaha.Although not accurate lah but at least sound like prophesing.Its God mann....whahaha.yesterday was so fun but today so sad.Never mind i still got tml.Actually sometimes huh i just want to confirm with God again if that was really a vision from him or is i ownself think 1.Say im faithless if you like, but the vision is getting further instead of nearer.Is God trying to wake me up or God trying to show what i need to improve.I know God will use the poor to shame the wise, but if its me that God want to use to shame the wise, then i think the wise will really be super shamed.Whaha.Y i am attacking my self-esteem?I also duno.Maybe thats what i am feeling at this instance.Think i will just continue to do what i am suppose to do.Until the next vision or whatsoever come again.

2004-09-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

Just came back from service.Not tired leh.Cannot sleep.How?Think tml need to start doing homework already.Oh ya i was very happy today.Really very happy.Cuz i can finally see you smiling again!Yeah!So happy~ And i also upgraded liao.Haha.I finally can go up another level of b.s already.I got stuck for 2 whole years and i am back to chiong all the way again.Whaha.I only got tml to play cuz sunday need to work.Duno who to go out with, with my limited time.Tml i still need to finish my tutorial.I need more time.Haha.Ok lah actually too much time also got nothing to do.Busy is still better than rotting at home.Oh ya i havent finish watching my naruto.Wha getting more and more things to do.But thats fun!Can learn to prioritize my time.Think thats a process of growing up.Ya think i really old liao.Whahaha.Very funny.That day was talking to a friend then we was talking about we getting old already.Then i told her i feel like getting married already.Whahaha.Then she say hello you need to first get a partner to think aboout getting married.Haha.Ya but so bored.So nice to have a wife who will love and take care of you.Whaha think i think too much already.Hello this is not the time to think about that.Let me study hard and graduate!hehe.I want to graduate and within 4 years.If not i ' cham' ah.K thats all for today.Going to force myself to sleep.Still thinking wanna go liondance tml anot.Haiz...

2004-09-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hello!!Haha must start differently.Think i got a habit of starting my blog with 'wha'.So try something new today.Also not very different.But what else can i start with, rite.Today didn't go and taake blood test.So stupid loh.They say only before 11.30am then can go.Come on loh! I am the one being troubled loh.Think i so free ah.When will i be free in the morning to go for some stupid blood test to check if i got AIDS!!!Somemore saturday also cannot.Then how?I will never skip my lesson to go for the stupid test k~Irritating camp.I ORD 3 months ago loh.Address me as Mr Lim pls and not sergeant.Whahahaha~
Oh no think i wasted another day again.Did not really study today.Think i going to study later or wat loh.Lazy~ Recently due to increase amount of stress i got an outbreak!Pimples are starting to migrate to my face.Oh no~ police go catch all the illegal immigrants on my face.Foreign thingy all get lost!!Whahaha.Yeah i go cut my hair just now.Hmm.....actually the difference is not that great but look abit neater loh.If not my hair look like grass like that.Also duno wat hairstyle i want.Today thought of going to wah my bike cuz its getting dirty.But again....lazy~ Hehe.Think got time i going to wax my bike.And again i said got time~ and provided i know how to also lah.Haha.Cuz very long din write liao muz compensate, so now got a lot of things to write.Tml having service again.Hope it will be an enjoyable one.I always see you very moody, i also dunno what to do.Please dun torture yourself already k?Learn to be happy~ Its a choice to stay happy.Be praying for you.Luv ya!
Hey having prelim still online.Hehe.Study hard k.Jia You!Gambatte!Me going to study le.......yawn.Hope i dun fell asleep...

2004-09-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

Wha finally i am able to update my blog once again! Hey i have changed my song, wait for the song before you go.Whahaha.I was so busy this few days.Its really so busy that i cant't even find anytime to write my blog.I got tons and tons of homework and assignments to do.Nearly got crushed by all these loads.Luckily its over.Its all over~~finally get get some rest already.Today i came back home at around 5 and slack all the way until now.Also watched a korea movie "oh!Happy day" very funny.But i still like my sassy ger.Thats the best!Hehe.
Think i be going back camp for blood test tml.Why cant they just let me go~ I ORD already leh.And i don't have AIDS loh.The medic dunno got skill anot.I super scared of needle loh.Then my job also need me to take injection.Luckily havent yet, if not take blood liao still go injection i confirm faint ah.Whahaha.Rest for a day and tml going to start studying again cuz got test next week.Dunno can pass anot, cuz i still not very good at it yet.I very tired! Have not really rest throughout my holiday until today.This morning also wake up very early.Tonite going to slp early.Hehe.

2004-09-17T01:25:00.000+08:00

Wha......very tired.Can only start writing my blog now.Got cheated by my sister cuz she say use for a while then in the end she use until now.Yesterday also she say she use a while but in the end i fell asleep le she still havent finish using.Oh thats the reason why i din blog yesterday.

Oh ya i finally got a job liao.Think i going to work in church cafe soon.Hehe.So happy cuz at least got some income to survive.Thank God.But that means i got to study harder cuz my weekend cannot really study le.Talking about study...........Help me.........God.......I really cannot already leh.My brain really going to explode any moment liao.I got so much work to do but so little time.I really cannot le.....This holiday i only stay at home and study and do home work.I havent complete even half of my school work leh and its already friday liao.What worse is i don't even understand the questions.Just now doing one assignment and the more i do the more confused i get.Still got lab work havent do.Tutorial also havent do.How........i havent even play yet!!!I not going to say much le.No brain call to think liao.......

2004-09-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

Whahaha....I finally hand up my lab liao!So happy~But guess what i got another lab due next week and an assignment due next Monday.Haha y don't you just kill me!I want to graduate now!And i mean now!Haha and i finally can upload song onto my blog liao!Yeah!And my title can now move too!Now you all are able to read my title fully le.Nice song?Ok lah actually its quite irritating after hearing for a few times.Think i going to change song soon.

Today i so suay leh.Duno why also.This morning when i went for school, it started to rain.I went school despite of the rain, no choice got to hand up my work today.When i printing my work in the lab, got 1 girl print her work also.I mean its ok with me but her work came out just before mine's going to end.In the end, my print job was like one piece one piece like that loh.So ugly.But i don't care lah.Just hand in like that.Don't think the teacher is going to mark me for appearance of my work right?I hope so.But my content is good k.Whahaha.Ya and after that i came home.And guess what!When i was half way back, It started to rain!I was drenched loh.Sianz......

I came home do some revision then i went to play matrix.My PS2.Whaha.So fun!I laughed and laughed with my brother cuz i die a lot of time.The enemy like super many of them loh.And i din eat dinner today.Duno why i not hungry leh.Am i falling sick?I think too stress liao leh.Haha.I want to go out and play!So bored.Holiday but still everyday study study.My brain cell all die liao....k thats all for tonite.Cya!

2004-09-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

Wha i got a bit of headache now.pain pain~~Think its cuz i woke up early today.Went fo rsome voluntarily extra math lesson today.And went to complete my lab after that, but later then found out that more and more mistakes occur in my programme.So i went home to redo again.Luckily its a bit only.I have completed it!Yeah!If can i hope to hand it up tml, if not like got something haven finish like that.

Haiz i now holiday but still very sianz.Got no one to go out play with me or pei me.So sianz.This holiday also like got lots of things to be done like that.Cannot liao lah like that.Duno when can really and totally relax.Haha.Anyway today i watched 10 episodes of naruto.So nice.I stopped cuz i dun have le.Need to d/l more to watch.Whahaha.And i am doing it now.Whahaha.Ya i feel that i got 1 friend who looks like Hinata.Thats what i feel only lah.Haha.Their pattern like somewhat similar 1. Hai still thinking want to go for extra math lesson tml anot.Its quite boring cuz its very early in the morning and i think i know the topic liao.But no matter what i still be going back cuz i need to hand up and complete my lab.K lah think i not writing anymore liao.Got headache going to rest le.Tune in tml for more....

2004-09-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! I super happy today.Think i so clever.Whahaha.I solved a very difficult programming question.I think for very very long and still dunno how to solve it.Then today the whole morning i walk around with a note book in my hand and throw all my notes all over my room.Whahaha.And finally i got the logic and can solve it liao.Whahaha i was so happy and hopping around in my house.Hehe.So happy.Thank God that i can do it leh.I was so scared and starting to panick le cuz i need to hand in everything on wednesday.Ya holiday still need to go sch leh.Haiz.

I was so bored for the whole day.Nothing to do.But in the evening got something for me to do.Hehe.Dun tired yourself out k.You need some rest.Hey thats the government policy k.Sat and Sun for us to rest.Hehe.If got anything need my help just tell me k.I really want to help if i can in any ways loh.hehe.Be praying for you.

Haiz........today get scolded by my family again.Long time never get it liao and now think its starting to come back liao.Its a very scary word and think all christian will know it.Its 'persecution'.Wha.......scary rite.The ghost festival really want to kill me liao.My house is full of all the offerings loh.Arghz............just now nearly died of hunger cuz no one want to go eat with me.Loner.Whahaha.I going to do some work liao, cuz tml need to go sch very early.Hoilday also cannot slack wor.Hehe.

2004-09-12T02:52:00.000+08:00

Wha......very sleepy.Just reach home not long.After finish writing this blog i go sleep liao.Tml evening got things to do but morning don't know wanna do what.Today went for a birthday chalet.Thought ut will be fun.But in the end its kind of awkward.I also don't know why.But luckily i got to find myself some other entertainment if not its really bad.Whahaha.

Today i went to joke wif my cell group members and its so funny loh.We laugh like siao.And i went to find them to help me with my sch work.So fun.And i got some encouragement from a cell group member.Must really thank him.Hey if you are reading my blog, thank you.You are really strong and not afraid of meeting challenges.I will learn from you too.I will pay the price and take it as a lesson and go on!Thanx!

Hey i really want to help you but i really don't know how.I can only pray for you for now.I know that you do not want to be disturbed and i won't go disturb you.But just don't like you to keep feeling sad.If you keep on doing that you will never get out of it and be happy.Hope that you will seek God more and i be praying for you.Cast all your sadness to God and let God fight the battle for you.Really want to see your smiley face again.Luv ya!

To another person, i be praying for you k.Remember that!Scared you forget le.So i wrote in my blog so that when you read my blog you will remember me again.Hehe.Always remember that you are not alone.Wha got a lot leh.Got me, holy spirit, God, Jesus and your other friends.Jia You!!!!!!!

2004-09-11T01:34:00.000+08:00

Very sad!!!!!Today i very very very~~~~sad.A lot of things happen in church today.Really made me very sad.I had never been so sad before for a very long time le.I accidentally raised my voice at my friend today.I was so angry with myself.But later she accept my apology and forgive me le.I was so happy.Happy for this issue only.But over all still very sad.Cuz got another incident which i am not going to write it in here.It really break my heart leh.So sad.I find myself so useless.Whatever i do never turn out good.Its always like that.Ever since i was small and my whole life is like that.Whenever i try to really do something, it will turn out to be super super bad.Something muz happen, i don't know why.Arghz............why cant i handle anything properly.Use me God........but also help me.I really so stupid meh?I always try to convince i am not.Haiz.I am really not what.

I also duno what to write liao.No mood to say anything.Today incident really so sad until i got a slight thought of giving up.But as i said its only slight lah.i really don't like the feeling of giving up.Cuz that will wake you feel that what you have done in the past is wasted, and you are back to where u started again.I DON'T LIKE!!!But despite of all that, my holiday finally started liao.Actually not that happy also.Haiya anyway just no mood lah.Think maybe when i feel better tml i will write more loh.Wanna go find God and cry liao.What , guy cannot cry ah.Who say 1.Chey~ i also human what.And i tend to be more emotional.Cannot ah?Think you will only get to hear me say this in blog.Haiz......nvm.I go be my cry baby in God le.

2004-09-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

haha.Just wrote in the afternoon now writing again liao.Wha my head wanna burst liao lah.God........gimme more brain cells!Y so difficult to study one.*Faint liao*Whahaha.Just now watched singapore idol with my sister and it was so funny.We made fun of everyone.And i tried to imitate that ken lim.Whaha.She said i look like him, i mean the way he talk.So funny.Tml is another super long day for me again.Got to go sch in the morning and all the way until evening.Then after that go church all the until night.Although its very long but still happy.Hehe.Like to be in church.

Ya and recently all the people are very funny. Just talk to another friend and she is so funny.She actually answered my stupid lame joke correctly.Haha.Ok i am not going to write anymore cuz again my sis fighting for the com again.I am starting to get irritated with it.She always come and quarrel with me over the com and i keep avoiding.Sianz.Bye.

2004-09-09T15:51:00.000+08:00

I was so super angry yesterday! Think my blog got super big problem.I wrote my blog and post it but cannot.I very sian already, and i go rewrite another time and it cannot again leh!All my 2 entries got erased.Waste my brain cell only.Already not enough to use liao still like that.Going to kill me man.Haiz so now i going to write my entry for yesterday 1.It better be okay if not i going to burnt it.........how am i going to do it i duno......haha.

Ya the day before i do my lab work until 12 plus 1 am leh.Then in the end it was because my computer got problem thats y my programme cannot work.So angry leh.Duno why recently all the computer's programme like to make fun of me.But i did not waste my time lah.I got a friend accompany me.She talked to me while i was doing my lab work.She was so funny leh or i would say 'is'.She very cute and funny.It was fun talking to her.And yesterday when i came home from sch, i saw her online.Then we played wheel of fortune together.Wha.....play with her huh....i nearly died of laughter leh.She so cute leh.She told me the answer to the puzzle and in the end she lost.Hahaha.I asked her why she tell me.......she replied "instinct ba".Hahaha.She also like to buy all the vowels and she say then can form the words mah.We had lots of fun playing wheel of fortune or i should say for me it was fun.I don't know if she finds it fun.Anyway.....oh ya and she is a super cartoon fan leh.Thought i super like cartoon but in the end, when i saw her blog i admit defeat sia.She power ah.Whahaha.

ok so i think thats all for yesterday entry.Need to go study liao.Hey think you will be reading my blog.Hehe.Study hard k...and remember our deal.Haha.Next time we play again k.(",) To all those having exam soon, study real hard k.Just do your best and God will do the rest.Bear with it.Before you even know it, it will be over.Jia You!!!!!!!!it better be posted~

2004-09-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

wha.......Arghz............I am so angry!Just wrote my blog and duno what happen, when i send it did not register and my entry is gone.Just like that.Gimme back my entry!!!!! Now i got to rewrite everything again.I forgot what i said just now already lah.And i wrote a lot leh.Hua sianz.........how what did i wrote just now?Ya i said yesterday i did my lab work until 12 plus 1 am yesterday.And thought that i do wrongly but its not!Its my computer got problem.When i go sch today to copy all the programme into the sch computer, it can work liao.Arghz...waste my brain cell and think until head gotta burst le, in the end is the stupid computer.But luckily din waste my time yesterday.I talk to a friend online.She was so funny or rather i should use 'is'.Haha.She is so cute and funny leh.We talk a lot yesterday and it was fun talking to her.

My lesson end very early today and when i came home i saw her online again.Haha.Like she forever there 1.Then we play wheel of fortune togetherHaha.She really very funny leh.She helped me solve the puzzle and in the end she lost.Ask her why she say instinct.Hahaha.And another thing is she likes to buy all the vowels.She say can form the sentences mah.Whahaha.Isn't she cute?Anyway i really can't remember what i wrote le.

Think you will read my blog.Hehe.Hey thanx for the game today.It was really fun!Next time we play again k?Hehe.But remember to study hard k.Remember our deal......haha.And to all those having exams soon.Study hard k.Just do your best and God will do the rest.It will be over before you even know it.Jia You!!!!!!!

2004-09-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, today my lessons end very early.Haha.Just now was doing my math text book questions.Bought for sometime already but no time to read it.Wha its very thick leh.And now the lecturer is like half a book ahead of me loh.Sianz...going to chase like siao already.

Hehe tml i got no lessons, but i will be going back sch cuz need to finish some lab work.Hardworking huh...haha.Wha yesterday i did my lab work until 1 plus and cannot figure out whats wrong with the programme but today when i go sch to do it........i was so angry!!!!!! Its not that i was wrong, but my computer got problem.I copied everything into the sch computer and can work liao.Sianz.......i was so angry.But i talk to my friend yesterday night while i was doing my work lah, so still not that bad.She was so funny or i would say 'is'.She very funny loh, the way she talk.And her blog is all full of cartoons leh.Thought i like cartoons a lot but din noe that one mountain still got one mountain high.Whahahaha.I admit defeat sia.She really power 1.And recently always see her online like so forever online 1.Haha.Ya and when i came home today i saw her online again!And we played wheel of fortune.So fun!But she help me solve the puzzle.Whaha she very funny rite?And hor she like to buy all the vowels.Haha.She say then can form sentences mah.Laughed until i want to die liao.

Hey think you will read my blog.You really very funny and cute leh.Haha.And thanx for the game today.It was fun! Next time we play again k.But remember to study hard k.Remember our deal.Haha.And to all the rest who are studying for exams also.Study hard and give your best and God will do the rest.Its going to be over before you know it.Jia You!!!

2004-09-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

this photo is took by a shock.Haha.The camera man count until 2 then take liao

2004-09-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

this is my class gathering photo.the most left 1 is me!Haha.We in KTV.

2004-09-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

Whahaha.......yesterday i slpt a lot and i was so energetic today.I was so awake during lecture today.But i was so angry and disturbed by people sitting behind me.They are so noisy and keep disturbing me cuz the lecturer talk very softly.So irritating.Next time i going to sit in the front liao.Haha.I got a math lecture in the morning but don't think i be going.Haha.I am not naughty but just that the lecturer very boring one.Rather do self study than go listen to him.Haiz just did my lab and it was so difficult.Still got 3 more questions to go.Just wanna take a rest.

Yeah going to hoilday soon.But think holiday also no time to play one lah.Must study more cuz got test after holiday.Think holiday is the time for me to catch up.Wha now consistent in sch also cannot catch up ah.Whahaha.But think i starting to like my course more and more.I also get to know one guy from china and he is very helpful.Thank God for him sia.I always go to him when i got any problems and he really spend time teaching me.

I am going to post some pictures after this entry.Hehe.Then you can give some comment if you want.Like wha you look so handsome or something like that.Haha no lah i not that thick skin.K lah i going to sleep soon so tml got energy also.

2004-09-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

I am so tired! I don't know why also.I slpt more than 7 hours yesterday leh?So irritating leh........y can't i be more energetic?Arghz......I fell asleep during lecture today.So paiseh.Really want to listen but the lecturer voice so monotone 1.Cannot like that lah if not i sure cannot make it 1.Whahaha.Today i am going to sleep earlier so tml will have more energy.Haha.

Hey i got all the pictures already but don't have the time to post it up.So angry.I want to upload my song also but no time.My sister always fight with me for computer.Y always so 'zhun' one the timing.Every blog i also say my sister want to use the computer.Haha.Say also say until sian ah.

Yeah just now i playing my guitar.So fun with the tune sounded good.Haha.Finally my guitar sound nice laio.Haha.My sister standing behind me liao.Sianz............bye.

2004-09-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

Haha i am back again!Haha just wrote this morning and now here i am again.Y izzit sunday again............tml got to go back study liao.Its so hard and tiring.How i wish i could graduate soon.Never mind 1 more week to go.My holiday starts next week.Hehe.But after that go test.1st test in this sch sia.Don't know how is it like.

Yeah just now went to buy all my guitar stuff and now can finally play with a properly tuned guitar.Haha.So happy.......but so broke.All the things so expensive.Haha and just now when we go there in my bike, my friend and i both lost our way.Haha.Pointing here and there and like touring round and round.So funny.

Got some of the photos already but think got more.Hehe.Those i have 1 not very nice.Wait i got more of them then i post them here.This week was so fun.Play and play and now don't feel like going back to study already.Haha.Luckily i finished all my work on friday.Now no need to go bother about it.k lah also duno wat i going to write here already.I am not thinking now.Haha.Just pray that all those having exam soon will have the capacity to study and do well in exam.And those lost will find her way and be cheerful again!

2004-09-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

Hi hi, haha yesterday din write cuz i came home very late or in fact very early.I reach home like ard 4.30am.Wha i was so tired.Really old already, cannot stay overnight like last time liao.I slpt until like 11 or 12pm this afternoon loh.Whahaha sound like a pig.

Ya cuz yesterday i got a class gathering and it was so fun.I mean its so rare to be able to gather so many ppl together again loh.We tok and tok and tok.But we go ktv lah and i don't really like to sing.But its fun toking to all of them.And they all 'suan' xinni and i feel that it was so bad.haha.They 'suan' until she left nothing sia.haha.Then we took a lot of pic including me zhenji and xinni acting cute.Whahaha so funny.But i still haven't get the photo yet.I ask sally to sent me those photo but she sent me a mail to join our yahoo group.Thought that she posted all the picture there but in the end there was nothing in the group.Hahaha.Hope to get the pic soon then i will post it here.

And another thing is the selina thingy.Haiz i just couldn't get rid of it anymore.Shouldn't have started it.Now its like i am branded with it.no matter how i shake also cannot get rid of it le.This teach me a lesson.I should learn not to any how joke around le.But i so funny how to don't joke.Whahahaha.Hey i just learn 1 yesterday."Y the shaolin 18 bronze man formation is so strong?".........................................................Whahahahahahahahahahaha.Cuz they got 18 people.Its so funny loh.I layghed until i want to die already.Ok ok think i got to go meet my friend to go buy guitar stuff already.will write again tonight.

2004-09-04T02:37:00.000+08:00

wha i am so sleepy.Until now then i can use my computer because my sister doing her work.Later must go slp already if not tomolo no energy.Tml need to go CG, after that got class gathering.Wha can't believe that we still can go out with our secondary sch friends.And its like whole class go loh.Whaha.Duno how they do it 1.

So happy cuz 1 of my secondary sch friend got saved and she is in church now.Its really amazing what got can do.Ya and when i came home today i saw an accident, right in the middle of an express way leh.So scary.

I also want to say that i really got a very good CGL.Hehe.Duno leh, but just thing so loh.Cuz i know that she really love me with the love of God.Feel that i am just very loved and blessed.Haha.And today serment was really a word of season for me.I am so blessed by the serment today.Know that why have i been feeling so lost already.I mean how can i missed it.Oh stupid me.The key word here is prayer.Haiz to be frank i had not been really spending quality time with God and listening to what He wants to tell me.I dun really know if this really is the reason.But no matter what i will still pray and seek God more.Whether if its the reason, you got to come to my blog more often.If happy things posted, its the reason.If not, i cham liao.Gonna continue getting lost.Hehe.

I really love to help people and see them carrying a happy face.But i really don't want people to find me irritating and 'fan'.Haiz.........Really scared leh.Think that i got a very low self-esteem.Always will think that people don't like me.Or think that i done anything to offend anyone.Ya.........."and get guilty for the rest of my life".Hahaha.Wha i write so long ah.Haha.This is just to ensure that only those who really care about me would read my blog.If you don't care about me, would you really take the time to read until now?Hehe.Thanx.(",)

2004-09-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

hey i am writing this blog early becuz i got to go for a wake later.Got to go prepare soon.Haiz..duno wat to do later, i not very good at consoling people.But nevertheless juz go to show my concern loh.Don't know the location, so can't ride my bike there.Going to meet my friend later.

Oh ya! I was caught in the rain this morning.Haiz......when i woke up and see that it was raining so heavily, i was like oh no how?My lesson today is a 2 weeks 1 time thingy and its 2 hours, so is confirm must go 1.So in the end i stilll go despite of the rain.Thank God the rain became smaller and i was not that wet.

I just read my friend blog just now.Haiz.....i really found out that we all have grown up liao.We used to play together and are the ah bends in our sch.Whahaha.We were so carefree.But now we got to make so many decisions and got to plan for everything well if not we are doom.All the financial burfen and stuff.Arghz..........I also feel sad for him.I know that he really love God, but i don't know why he choose the wrong way to go.How i wish he could work with me and together work for the glory of God.Pray that God presence will always be with him and bless him in all ways.

He let me think of a few people.I feel that i am responsible for their lives and that i have caused them to leave God.My wish is that one day i might be able to bring them back once more.....

2004-09-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

Wha today i spend 2 full hrs to answer 1 stupid question leh.Got stuck, then try and try for 2 hrs.Think sch holiday is coming soon.Hope i can take a break by then.Today is teacher's day somemore and i still need to go sch.Haiz sianz.I came back quite early today and i watched a lot of cartoons.Haha.Contradicting rite.Say got lots of sch work to do but can watch cartoons.No choice lah i like to watch cartoons a lot.

oh my bike is getting very dirty already.Its obvious cuz its white in colour.Haha.No time to watch leh.It gets dirty very easily.And i just changed helmet with my friend today cuz the colour suits my bike more.But its very small and dun really fit my head well.Think got money wanna go buy a new 1.Ohya i also wana buy an electric tuner for my guitar cuz i dun know how to use a tuning fork.Haha.Want to buy a capo also.Wha no money already.But at least i cleared my mission fund already.Thank God!

2004-09-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

Wha......tml is another early day.All the works are killing me............luckily tml is a short day.Can rest after that.I haven't finish my lab and tml got another new 1 coming already.I just now went to try it and oh no!!!!!!!!! Its so difficult.I can't do them.Sian ah sian ah.

I was so glad and happy to receive that email.I was really confuse and lost.I will just have to learn as i go along.As long as got people want to teach, i want to learn.I am willing to change provided i know the way to.*Confused*But really got to thank you for your patience for me.I am such a troublesome guy who knows nothing except causing trouble.

hey anyway i am upgrading my blog.Going to make it nicer.hehe.But just hope that i can find the time.i going to slp le.wha so late liao ah.go slp loh~

2004-08-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

wha long time didn't write already.Sorry to those who have been reading my blog.Because i have been coming back home very later this weekend, so don't really got time to write and my sister always don't give me use.I am also rushing to write this blog cuz my sis is rushing me now!Arghz........

Hai got a lot of home work to catch up.Me very stress, want to faint already.All the home work i also don't know how to do.Got tons of assignments and quizzes to be done.Help..........

I am really confused!i don't know what i am suppose to do now!I really lost my way.I lost my sense of direction in God.i don't know what i am suppose to do.What should i do do grow?And what is growth?How?Haiz.............

2004-08-26T19:58:00.000+08:00

Wha i just receive an email from a friend.I like the picture sent to me sia.Its selina in gowns! Haha.I am going to put it everywhere!Haha.She's so pretty!Oh no!Whahaha....I am sharing my computer with my sister, if not i will make it my wallpaper already.
I just bought 2 text book today.Wha they are so expensive loh.Education is really a very expensive thing sia.After buying those books i am about to go bankrupt already.Haha.Still left 1 more to buy.Luckily i have been getting financial blessings recently, so that i can survive till now.Haha.Ok i going to study le...and watch more cartoons of course!

2004-08-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

Wha i very hardworking today.My lessons end at 10.30am but i stayed back to do my work until 5.00pm.So tiring!Hehe.Lucky that tml i only got lessons from 11.30 to 12.30pm.Hehe.Can rest after that.Just watch cartoon and got scolded by my sis for downloading all the cartoons.Haha.But thats what i like what.Watch cartoons!Don't care, i will just watch and watch.Bye i will take this time to go watch somemore.Until my sis come and take over the computer.Bye...............

2004-08-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

Haiz........tml got to wake up very early to go school.But thank God i got a very short day tml!I am free like after 10.30am.Haha.Think i smell envy in the atmosphere.haha.I got a msg from a friend today and she asked me to encourage her to complete doing her tys.I am so happy to hear that.As in i always think that doing qns in tys will give you enough practice to master that subject.So glad that she has this determination!And i know she is going to do well for her exams!

Sorry if i had not been talking to you recently, cuz i am really scared.I need time to refill my love tank before reaching out to you again.You are just so you.And your words really slashes my heart.Maybe you don't realise it but i am not angry or what.I know it is just you.Really love you for who you are but give me time to be refresh once again.

2004-08-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

Today is another long and tiring day.Havent revise my work yet.Haiz...after writing this must go revise le.Just been told that i got a lot of growing up to do.I also think that i really need to grow up le.I am always such a chidish guy.I don't want to be stuck as a baby christian all my life!I got to really set my mind to grow up already, if not i will never be able to grow.Its a choice for me.............and i chose God.

2004-08-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Haiz tomorrow got to start school again.So tiring.I forget everything already.Even for my best subject, maths, i can't even cope le.Oh no wat am i suppose to do.I can't fail!The school fee is so extremely expensive.
Haiz i am so hurt too.What to do.Everytime want to help people but in the end got rejection.Just like being slammed on the door.Just want to stay away from everything and be myself, enjoy my own life, but God don't allow.He gave me the vision and i got to follow it all the way no matter what.I got to fulfill the destiny He planned for me.What's wrong with not knowing how to fix a door?I just not fast enough to solve a problem doesn't mean i will never be able to do it.I believe i am able to grow and i will!Time and God is all i need!People reading this blog trust me, i will make it, through God's strength!

2004-08-22T19:42:00.000+08:00

This is a picture of me taken when i was in taiwan.I own a bike but this bike doesn't belong to me.Hehe.So next time when i take photo of my bike then i show it to you all.

2004-08-22T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hello!Yupz......i'm new to this blog thingy.Just don't want to be laughed at by someone, so decided to start creating this blog.Just wanna see if i can start publishing my blog.If you are reading my blog now.Thanx.Hope to see you again!