snoww.
|11:29 PM|
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Today's my birthday!!!!Errmm........actually its over le.Hehe.For those who wished me Happy birthday, thank you so much! This year really got so many ppl message to wish me Happy birthday.So touched and happy.Although i din really celebrate, but i am quite happy today.Actually dun intend to let anyone know.Juz wanna let it pass by secretly.But u ppl are too good already.All started messaging me since yesterday nite.Thanks.And for those who din know, its ok.So many frens, how to remember everyone's birthday rite?I also din remember all my frens birthday.And i purposely hide it from ppl one ma.Hehe.
Juz now someone ask me, "you spend your birthday like that, you not sad meh?" Ermmm.....to me i dun feel sad leh.Its juz another day loh.Why make yourself suffer by purposely trying so hard to make sure that it is well spent.Last time always want to make it a very special day.In the end always end up in disappointment.Now try to hide it but received blessings from so many ppl.Felt so blessed.The only thing i feel abit sad is that i din receive someone's message.Ermm....really so busy until dun even haf time for a little message ah?Its ok, as i said, its juz another day.Hey but the most creative award today goes to......annie.Whahaha.I dun normally say name in my blog but i shall declare hers here.Haha.She mms me a pink bear.But quite funnily she din say anything and expect me to guess what she meant.Whahaa.Then i reject it.And she mms with a bear and the words HAPPY BIRTHDAY on a piece of paper.Haha.So nice.Thanks annie.
Someone also ask me what birthday wish i have.Actually i din really think about it leh.I think the most wonderful birthday wish is to hear God telling me "Happy Birthday".
Hehe.Think i really started to become a very normal person le.I dun really ask much now.All i want is to spend a peaceful life.
I very long din blog already sia.Today muz blog cuz its my birthday mah.Hehe.Cya!
snoww.
|12:17 AM|
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Back from work! Yeah! Finished my lab report finally. Tml i be back to sch again.Ppl taking 'O' s will be getting back their results tml too. Erm......cuz i not good with my words, i will not be calling anyone to ask results. So i got to make myself clear here.Hehe.Its not i dun care about you all k.But i scared i say anthing wrong.Quite sensitive one mah at that period of time.I been there.Hehe.So i wun ask until you all tell me about it k.If you din read my blog then never mind loh.I be a heartless guy then.Through so many things, i learnt to take things easy.People can say what they want.As long as i can answer to my beloved papa can already.Of cuz not too much k!I can be angry too.
I think i have reached the very end of myself already.I decided to be dead and let Him take over.Its so boring, tiring and saddening when i am in control.I am a dead corpse now.No feeling.No emotion.Would i be happier this way? Lets wait and see.......
snoww.
|11:30 PM|
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Hey i am back here once again!Hehe.Have been attending conference until quite late this few days so din really blog.Havent even touch my report that is due on monday yet.Think it all be fine.I juz need to do my best.
I have been thinking what i wrote in my last entry regarding age gap.Think i better over rule it.Haiz~ I have been asking lots of ppl and all of them tell me that its ok.How? Am i juz being a hypocrite?Like means like lah.If 2 ppl like each other and everything is so nice, y muz find such age gap thingy to destroy their own happiness?People or i would say i am always like that.Always like to find trouble when trouble dun look for me.Its so common to see couples of age gap 5 to 6 loh.As hong said his sis and bro-in-law has an age gap of 6 yrs loh.When i said things like supporting me in sch or work or whatever, i feel that i was wrong le.I am so selfish.Love is about giving.Only lust talks about getting.Why do i have to say supporting me and me and me.Why cant it be her and her and her?If there is love, i dun mind if she cant help me.Its enough to juz be able to help her.In fact, juz being there for me would be a very great help to me emotionally already.Haiz as i said i like to find trouble.Haha.Age gap is juz an excuse for hypocrites who likes someone but afraid of rejection.At least this is how i feel.Of cuz the age gap is not as big as 10 to 30 yrs lah.Then say i agree with you.Pls dun k.And what i wrote is juz my thoughts.As i said so many times and i say it again.Its not for anyone to read.Hehe.Read at your own risk.I shall bear no resposibility.Hehe.
Whao what a long entry i wrote.Hehe.Alright i shall go slp le.Nitez~
snoww.
|1:52 AM|
Monday, February 21, 2005
Hi all! I am back to blogging again! Changed my ear ring today.Thank God the hole is not crooked like my past 2 holes.Yeah! Bought new shirt and pants and shoes.Hehe.Now left necklace and a chain and everything will be perfect.Hehe.
Today went back school for liondance.Erm...........in case you all duno, i am from liondance and am an alumni.Hehe.We are not good at it lah, but still can at least do those superficial things.I duno if you get what i mean, cuz i lost my command of english.Nvm if you dun understand, cuz its not really for anyone to understand anyway.
Ya, and in school, my friend and i happen to talk about relationship and age gap.He feels that 5 years difference would still be ok.Izzit really ok?I think its quite hard for me to accept leh.It would of cuz be fun and exciting and loving.Enjoying each others company would be great.But come to think of it, with the age gap, would she be able to support me when i encounter any problems in work, in school or in life?Would she be able to help me with any decisions that i need to make?Would our level of thinking be different?Kind of hard i suppose.Haha so you all found another criteria in this entry.Haha.I so fussy, how to find a partner.Haiz....i also duno.Scared already.Not until i met a really suitable one, i would never wanna get into a relationship.Scary~ Actually i agreed with what hong said.Got avoided by someone you got a crush on is very sad one.I am also a coward like hong.So stay as friend is still better.So hong if you read this entry, noe that you are not the only one k.Hehe.Wha faint lah....scared to get into relationship, scared to act, then how?No choice loh...leave it to my Heavenly Father ba.He would send me someone whom He created just for me, who is compatible with me and after His own heart.Whao......wouldn't that be wonderful.B.....e.....a......utiful.
Wha think i talk to much le lah.You all muz be bored reading this.Errmmm........but you all can choose not to read......as i said its not for you anyway.Dun find me rude k.....but i am really not writing this for ppl to read.Hehe.I am someone who is very emtional and dependent.I need to say everything out in order to feel comfortable.I will go crazy if i hide everything to myself one.But i dun wish bored anyone with my naggy thoughts, so i write inside here loh.And some things i cannot tell anyone, i also write it here.Oops.......hehe, so after explaining, i repeat again that its not for anyone to read.hey so why are you still reading?Whahaha.I cant stop you from reading one lah, cuz its public one mah.
Ok i got to go slp le.Think this is quite a long blog.Holiday already mah.Got abit more time to blog le.Shall be back again.Nitez~
snoww.
|11:43 PM|
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Phew~ finally this week is over.Such a busy.Tons of work to be handed up.But its all over.Hehe.I am now having my one week break.Yeah.
Yesterda i went shopping alone!Whahaa.Finally got the courage to do it.Actually is not willingly one also.I got forced to.My lesson end at 4.30pm yesterday.And i got to attend service and be in churc by 7.30pm.So in between got nothing to do.So decided to go jurong point to shop.Hehe.Went there walk around.Then went into one shop see the clothes quite nice.Then i try around 3 shirts sia.Hehe.And i bought on shirt.Quite nice.But cost me $49 loh.Quite ex leh.But aiya nothing special.I always got chopped one wat.I like can liao.Then i went to buy ear rings also.Hehe.Wanted to buy necklace, but din see any nice ones.After all the shoppin its only 6pm.Wha really got nothing to shop liao loh.So i went to Mc cafe to eat a cheese cake.Wha cheese cake is really to share one loh.I finished it all by myself.Nearly vomited mann~Then i walk around again.Saw peishan and stay with her for a while.And finally its time to go church.haha.
When i reach church with teng hong, i went to toilet to comb my hair.Dun think is cuz i heaow(ai mei) k.Cuz i whole day in sch.I also wear helmet, so my hair very messy making me look very sloppy.Then in the toilet i saw a guy rush in and change from his t-shirt to a long sleeve shirt.So i juz ask him if he wants my gel loh.Then teng hong laugh and laugh sia.Hao xin mei hao bao.Whahaha.
Ok ok i got to go.I am late.Whahaha.Be back!
snoww.
|12:00 PM|
Monday, February 14, 2005
Hey i am back!!!Haha.ppl always tag my tagboard to suan me for not blogging one.Hehe.Here i am.Back in action.Hehe.Haiz...y cant i juz stay one more day in genting?Juz cant seem to be able to escape the fate of spending today alone.Noe what day is today?its VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!....all....by...myself...... hehe.Nvm.*bleah*
Yeah!Genting was fun~hehe.Went to play all the roller coaster.Was quite scared actually.Hehe.But no choice.Nothing much to do since i dun wanna gamble.Went shopping also.Muz be thinking why genting can shop rite?Hehe.Have....but the things are very expensive leh.Purposely out to chop tourist one loh.And as expected i got chopped.Whahaha.The weather there was nice but the bus ride was long.Haha.But i really love the trip.At least i dun nid to go face my relatives who gather to show who is more well of than who.And dun nid to sit there whole day and got bullied by all the children.
Today first day back in sch.Wha nearly fainted.My sch work now like snowball sia.But i shall not be intimidated.Hehe.Ok off to do my work le.Now is ard 8pm so still got time if anyone wanna date me. =p
Happy new year to all my frens!
snoww.
|7:55 PM|